Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Crossdressing (#Fiction #Marriage)

Introduction : This is story of a boy Nitesh who transforms him to a female. All the characters are Fictional.

Nitesh who travelled to Thailand with his parents as a young child somehow got lost in those crowded areas of Thailand. No matter how much his parents tried to find they were unsuccessful and they had to sadly return to their country. Nitesh however had found a Thai women who didn't have any children and gave shelter to him. It was probably the effect of being brought up by a women, Nitesh wanted to be a women. Soon he revealed it to his Mother, she didn't have any objection and Nitesh started dressing up as a girl in house and away. It was fine to some point but as he grew older it was difficult for him to hide. He was somehow managing it and suddenly the women who had adopted him fell sick. And her condition was getting        
worse day by day. One day she called Nitesh and told before dying she wanted to see Nitesh as girl. She handed all of her savings so Nitesh could do surgery. Nitesh didn't want to disappoint her at afterall it was her who gave him new life in this unknown land. So Nitesh decided to go for a SRS, after consulting with doctor he fixed the date. Finally the surgery was performed and after surgery it looked as if Nitesh was born as a girl. Everything looked so normal it was amazing that a guy looked so beautiful. Within a month after his surgery his mother died. But before dying she gave him a new name "Natasha". It was very hard time for Natasha specially she was left alone now with her caretaker no more there. Soon she faced financial problems, she had a house to live but had to find a job for herself. She struggled here and there but was unable to find a proper job. But after initial search she found one restaurant who offered the job of waitress to glamorous females. She faced the interview was got selected for the job.
It was hard for her to get accustomed to the new job at the beginning but everything was fine after some weeks. She used to feel alone at house, cause her mother was no more there to assist her. She needed someone in her life just to take her loneliness away. Many visitors were attracted towards her in the restaurant  but was searching the right guy. One day she happened to meet a man of Indian origin (Jivesh) on her way to job, he had asked her a address and actually both of them were heading towards same place so she took him to that address. On the way they had a bit of introduction, She was surprised when she saw the same man on her restaurant. After some days Jivesh was a regular visitor of that restaurant and Natasha used to serve him. Soon they became close to each other and he actually asked if Natasha would come with him for a date. Natasha agreed and after that first date they fell in love with each other. But the problem was Jivesh was here only for a month and after that he had to return to his country. They continued dating each other for some weeks, though Jivesh loved her he knew that he could not take Natasha back to India due to the differences and it would be difficult to her to adjust to the traditions there. He told Natasha how difficult it would be for her to get adjusted. But Natasha was in no mood to back off, finally she had found someone and didn't want to leave her. Natasha promised to be a good wife and a good DIL, and told she is ready to accept any punishment if she fails in her duty. Jivesh hugged her tight, both of them were very emotional at this point. They decided to meet in the airport fews days later. Natasha did few shopping in her last days.
When Jivesh arrived at the airport he saw girl dressed in a light blue saree, he knew it was Natasha from very far. He approached near her both of them hugged each other. Natasha was looking like a Indian girl, she had even pierced her nose to impress her MIL.
On reaching Jivesh's house he introduced Natasha to his Mom, Natsha pulled to pallu over her head and touched her feet exactly like how Jivesh had told. She was a bit upset at first but was happy to get a beautiful and well mannered DIL like Natasha. She decided to do their re- marriage according to Indian traditions.
Next day a hindu priest was called and Natasha was dressed in red saree with lots of jeweleries. She hadn't seen this much jeweleries together in her life and all those were gifted to her by her MIL and she was going to wear them from now. Guests were invited for a party and both Natasha and Jivesh took blessings from elders. Jivesh was happy finally he got his dream women, Natasha was happy too but was a bit nervous. There were photographs taken everyone was enjoying, Jivesh was busy with the guests. As time went on guests started leaving and Natasha was led into their beautifully decorated bedroom. She was very emotional
thinking how she got parted from her parents how she lost her mother and now finally god had given her a family in return. As she was lost in her thoughts she heard the foot steps of her husband. Butterflies in her stomach she went near her husband and touched his feet. She knew about traditions and followed them.
Jivesh lifted her up and carried her to the bed in most romantic way. They talked to each other at the mean time Jivesh was removing her jewlery one by one. Suddenly Jivesh rubbed between her thighs, Natasha was so far a virgin it was a new experience to her. Finally he removed her nosering and payals and started entering her. Natasha was shouting in pain but he kissed her deep. Soon the pain was converted into pleasure both of them were in cloud nine. After few hours of sex Natasha was resting in her husbands arms. Thinking about kids and her future with Jivesh.

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

First Punishment

After this Sunday I think we have come a long way, I think I have done enough to call my self  a mistress. We had agreed on a confession session for Sunday in which I ask him if he has done anything wrong during the whole week. After I helped him with the make up and dress for our Sunday ritual Crossdressing. I asked if he had done anything which I don't give permission for. It was very surprising for me that he told that he had forgotten to wear Panties for couple of days. I was caught in two minds whether to forgive him cause he has admitted his mistake or punish him. In many FLR spankings have are used as punishment and we also had agreed on this. I had to punish him just to make sure he is keeping his promise and is not cheating me.  So I told him to bend over my knee, he was wearing panties today it brought a smile to my face. I gave him around 15-16 swats till his bottom was red. He took the punishment without complaining it was a sort of victory for me. After that I told him to get back to his normal Sunday duties as Anjali. I was happy to know he has accepted my authority.
Priya

Friday, September 12, 2014

Mistress Writes

There is a nice Headline given to the post "Mistress Writes". I am Priya the leading women of our relationship. Things have not been so smooth in our relationship, it didn't go according to plan totally but both of us are doing our best to maintain it. 
Let me tell you how I got interested in a Female led Life.
Actually when I was in my teens there was a Aunt in my neighborhood who actually was leading the relationship. It was clear from their acts Uncle was just a follower. I got to learn a lot from her she was not totally open about their relationship but actions spoke louder than words. Uncle was more gentle guy I never saw him disrespecting anyone even once. I used to think about the man with same attributes in future. Luckily when I met my husband I soon knew he was the right man for me.
Our relationship grew very well, I started taking charge straight away. 
We started to look at our relationship with new dimension straight after our marriage and finally we thought it was what both of us wanted.  There are so many things to take care of we want this to be extremely personal. At home I call him Anjali just to remind him of his status. I want to make him wear something that reminds him of me, few people around the world use nose rings but it is not possible for us as our's is behind closed door relationship. It's upto me to decide what he will be wearing but I haven't yet found the suitable item. Mainly on Sundays I make him a complete women, I make him wear everything from noserings to anklets. It acts as a perfect dose for whole week. We have even agreed upon spanking if necessary but I am bit hesitant to use it. On our wedding night though I gave him few just as a reminder that I am in charge. Since than it has been almost three weeks and he has been a pretty well housewife I should say, I have been forgiving for small mistakes as he is still learning.
Priya

Monday, August 25, 2014

The Gift

Today was just the second day of our new journey and Mistress gifted me a Nosering. She wants me to wear this whenever I wear saree or other female clothes. It goes very well with the traditional dresses and adds more femininity element.  She said she liked when I wore one yesterday, though my nose is not pierced. After receiving the Nosering I asked her if I could try it now but She refused saying any-other day. Probably I will have to wait till next Sunday before I finally get to wear this one Or she might surprise me before that.

Saturday, August 23, 2014

Introduction

Finally my Wife/Mistress has given me permission to post things related to our daily life. 
I had  dated my wife/mistress before marriage and she was the one in charge in that relationship also. But it mattered a little cause we were not together for a long time. After few months of marriage we both understood that I am submissive and I like others to be in charge, I felt safe and secure that way.
Both of us realized she had to be in charge to take our relation further. After doing a lot of searching and visiting a lot of FLR sites and blog we thought of giving it a try. And it was start of new life. I started helping her in her housework cooking, cleaning. At Crossdressing was not a part of it at first but when I was doing household activities my wife/mistress wanted me to be dressed like her.  And I started dressing on off days. After months of trial we thought that now we were ready to take it to next level.



Sunday, June 29, 2014

Aunty Helps Me Part 2 (Crossdressing)

I nearly spent a month already as the DIL of house, during this period I got used to all household activities. I used to dress like an unmarried girl in a salwar kameez. But also learned to wear saree properly during this period my MIL helped me a lot. She had made it clear once I get married. I will have to dress as a typical bahu of the house. Pallu over my head, big nosering which she had already given to me and each and every jewellery. Soon my husband was to come home after completing her studies. And she told me to come in my best possible looks when we go to receive her. I was so excited I wanted to please my husband. I wanted to look sexy in saree. I actually showed my navel and wore big earrings, not to forget the nosering, glossy lips. Indeed I was looking more sexy than beautiful. She kept looking at me in amazement. Probably she would have never imagined I could transform into such ravishing girl.
We reached home, I went to kitchen to prepare some tea and other stuffs for us. She was looking at me as if she wanted to eat me. Plenty of lust on her eyes. But she couldn't do anything infront of her mother. After dinner we went to our rooms, after sometime she came to my room. I was not asleep yet. She came and hugged me, she was happy to have me as her wife. She tired to kiss me but I strayed away from her feeling a bit shy. Why are you feeling shy I am your to be husband marriage is just a formality she said but I was not ready for it. I asked her to wait until marriage. Ok I will, now you are all mine it is me who is going to take off your nosering she said in a strong voice. It was like a stamp of authority over me.
In the morning MIL woke me up saying today is our marriage. I tried to oppose but MIL persisted. Later I knew Samira had told her mom to do this quickly. She wanted me in her arms as soon as possible. After initial denial I agreed. MIL told me to get ready, I took a bath.  She was waiting in my room with a beautician. She gave me a saree and blouse to wear. After that beautician started my makeup it was bridal makeup, pink cheeks, glossy red lips, polished nails, bangles necklace. I was indeed looking like a bride. Finally she inserted the bridal nath and placed a ghunghat over my head. We went to the temple, did the rituals, Sam had a smile on her face I could see it past my ghunghat. After that we returned home, MIL had already prepared the dinner but I was feeling really shy to take off the ghunghat. But I eventually did, the nosering which came right down to my lips was also disturbing me. All in all it was not a great experience.
After finshing the dinner MIL escorted me to our nicely decorated room. I patiently waited for my husband to come. I knew she was not gonna leave me today I was officially her's now. I pulled my ghunghat as she came inside. She started removing my dress and jelwellery one by one, now I had payals on my leg and nosering, finally she removed the nosering. And then she got of me , and said me to close my eyes and rolled me on bed such that my ass is was upwards. My male part was nicely tucked under pads and was not visible from front. She was dominating me in such a way that I was already falling for her.
She put a finger in my ass and fingered me in and out. I started to protest, but then remembered it will be of no use she had full authority over me. And then there were two fingers going in and out. I felt pain but also started enjoying I felt like a women.
  She started penetrating really hard now with a dildo she was fucking me really hard. My body began to feel the love of sex and started responding to her moves. She was spanking me in between her moves. It was just a beginning of my womanhood I knew I had to satisfy her like this for my whole life now  After we both got exhausted we rested on bed.
In the morning I woke up got dressed like a typical bahu with pallu over my head and put on every jewlellery, sindoor on my head and mangalsutra. I went towards the hall  took blessings from my MIL,  and went to kitchen to prepare tea for my MIL and husband. After that I went to my husband and gave tea. She again grabbed me and rolled me down to the bed. I told her it's day time now and her mother will scold me. But she told our days have just began. She kissed by back, I closed my eyes in anticipation the fun rejoice was going to start again.

Friday, June 27, 2014

Aunty Helps Me (Crossdressing)

I was living in rent in a house. The house owner aunty is very kind women in her mid 40's. Even though she is in her 40's she has maintained herself pretty well. I always adored her. I had been living with them ever-since  I came here in search of work and looking at my condition they gave me a room. We share a very good relation, aunty is extremely beautiful easily she can be a role model for any women both looks and female attributes.
It was only after seeing her I thought of being like her. I often used to talk to her and ask tips from her. And I used to try to look like her in my room of course at night. But no matter how much I tried to look like her I couldn't. I used to get very upset with myself. I wanted to go to her and ask for help but I felt a bit awkward.
One day I was in my room and Aunty entered, we began our talk as normal. After sometime aunty asked me is their something upsetting me. Yes I wanted to look like her but I didn't had the courage to reveal it to her so I said everything is fine there's nothing like that. She knew I was lying she insisted a lot to tell the truth. After so much of pressure, I broke down and explained her everything. I didn't knew why I broke down it was perhaps i was hiding it in my heart and I was a lot disturbed. Aunty calmed me down. I will help you, there is nothing to feel bad about it, we all are different and have different thinking there is nothing to feel ashamed about it, Aunty said. Now I know I will help you she further added.
Aunty gave me her saree and blouse, she taught me how to wear a saree properly. She then put up the makeup in my face but it didn't look that good. She then told me we are going to take experts help. We went to the parlor aunty told the ladies what they had to do. I just calmly waited and let the ladies do their job. Hairs were removed from my body, eyebrows were made thin, and eye lashes were added. After makeup from the experts I was looking as good as a girl. I was so happy, we thanked the ladies and returned home. Aunty asked me if I was happy or not. Indeed I was I was feeling blessed. Aunty then asked me would you like to be like this forever. But aunty you know it is impossible I said. Aunty really surprised me when she asked me to marry her daughter as her wife. Her daughter lives out of here for study and is about to complete her studies.I was so so happy, I couldn't control my emotions tears came running from my eyes. Aunty hugged me, she had already accepted me as her DIL.
Next day early aunty said we are going to temple to take blessings as it is start of new life for me. We went to the temple and I prayed to god to give me courage to live my new life better than before. I also took blessings from aunty. On return we went to a jewellery shop to order jewellery for my marriage. Aunty asked me to pierce my nose and ears as most of females do. I couldn't deny her, it was painful but I was happy at last I had a nose ring. It made me feel so much famine.   For the whole day I was so excited now I was waiting for my husbands arrival after completing her studies. Our marriage was far for now but I already started my duties as a DIL. I had a loving MIL and I knew her daughter will be no different too.

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Filling Sister's Shoes (Crossdressing)

It all started after my sister's marriage. After she had gone I had shifted in her room and whenever I used to look at her beautiful pictures I used to imagine me in the same way. Only after a week I started using her clothes at night, she had left some of her clothes here. I found it very difficult in the morning changing into male clothes within one week I was so accustomed to wearing my sisters clothes. I wished if the sun would fade away soon. The excitement was always high.
After a month, I thought of giving mom a surprise. I got my whole body waxed, put a lot of make up. And I choose my sisters Saree and dressed in my sister clothes I went and hugged my mom from behind. To my surprise mom was not surprised even a bit. She told me she knew everything cause she knew the dresses were being used by someone when she cleaned the room. I was so silly how could I have missed that I thought in my mind. I asked mom if you knew earlier why didn't you tell me anything. Mom said I knew you were happy this way so I didn't tell anything. I hugged mom she was so generous on me. Now I will search a groom for you soon, she added I felt a bit shy. After mom agreed I started wearing female clothes all day long, started helping mom in the kitchen too. I had maintained my female personality so high that no body was gonna doubt.
One day mom told me there was big function going to held on my sister's house and we were invited. I was bit worried thinking how will I go there. My mom stood by me and told me to go in there as a girl. Even though mom supported me I was lot worried thinking what my sister's family were going to think.
We went there everyone was surprised to see me like that but no-one said anything bad about me, it gave me a lot more confidence. Even few praised how beautiful I looked as a female. My sister was there to help me all in all I was very happy. My sister as the DIL of the house dressed in traditional way. I too dressed in similar way it was for the first time I had used so much of jeweleries. Nosering Bangles, anklets everything. My Sister always wears these when she is at home even her MIL as it is part of their family traditions. It was my first experience of wearing such heavy jeweleries.  I even noticed my sister's BIL was flirting with me. He asked me to come to the garden with him, I couldn't say no so I went with him. He was totally in love with me. He even purposed me and when I didn't replied he told me that he is going to send his SIL ( My sister) to talk about our marriage with my mom. I was already feeling shy I ran from there to my sister's room. And when I told my sister what had just happened she was very happy and told me that she is going to talk the matter with mom now. I was getting butterflies in my stomach. After that my sister left the room and had a talk with my mom. Mom was bit unsure but my sister fully convinced her saying the marriage will only be held after my full transformation. Everyone agreed to that Ritesh's family didn't have any problem with that and mom too was happy knowing both her daughters were going to be in the same house. I was feeling a bit nervous eventhough we were not married but I was going to be the daughter in law of this family. After the function was over we returned home. Everything had changed in few days. Without wasting any time we consulted with the doctor about my Surgery.
I started taking hormones to give more curvy figure and light skin. After three months of Hormone intake I went under transformation surgery. When I finally recovered from the transformation a new life was waiting for me. My sister was always there in these months infact I was her responsibility. Ritesh also cared a lot about me, I felt lucky that I was going to have someone as good as him as my husband. After I got discharged from hospital it was now preparations for the marriage. My sister took me to parlor where I got my ears and nose pierced. I didn't even realised how fast time had flied it was already wedding day. My sisters with few other ladies helped me to get ready as bride. It was a dream day for me I was going to be a bride after surpassing all those challenges. And I wanted to look the best for my wedding. Ladies did their best, I was very excited as well as nervous. Soon I was escorted to the mandap where ritesh was waiting for me. We took feras, he applied sindoor on my head and mangalsutra and I was officially his. I bent down to his feet as a bride I showed some respect to my husband. After the marriage was over it was now time to move into my new house. My mom had mixed feelings, I hugged mom and sat in the car.
I was lost in my thoughts and didn't even realized how fast we had arrived. After the few rituals my sister took me to our bedroom and covered my face with the veil. I was nervously waiting for my husband on my first night fear excitement all inside me. Soon my husband entered the room, he came near and lifted my veil, I didn't have any courage to look at him directly so I closed my eyes. Then he lifted my chin and kissed on my forehead it comforted me a bit. I knew all I had to do was to submit to him as bride. Slowly he started removing my jeweleries, excitement was really growing inside me.  Then he pulled me close to him and started caressing my back, hips and neck. Now I was aroused a lot. Soon he started pushing his P**** inside my thighs. I started responding to him soon I was in cloud nine. After hours of sex I was resting in his arms such a wonderful time I had with my loving husband.

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Happiness ( Crossdressing)

I was very shy from my childhood days. Often my seniors used to call me a girl it used to upset me a lot those days. Those day to day reminders of " you would have been better as a girl" used to be in my mind. I used to be lost somewhere else as if I didn't belong here.Slowly I started to feel as if I god was unfair with me, he gave me female attributes with a male body. I used to use my mom's makeup kit everytime I had an opportunity. I was really satisfied with my looks but I wanted to dress completely. That opportunity arrived  during holidays, My family had gone to my grandparents house leaving me alone. As I was alone I thought this is the best time to try. I literally knew nothing but wanted to dress as a girl. So I decided to take help from my friend, She was very kind on me. When I explained her everything she agreed to help me.

She came to my house, I gave her my mom's accessories and makeup kit. She gave me a blouse to wear and She  helped me in saree, she also taught me how to wear it. She filled the space of bra with foams so my breast would look real. After that she told me to sit infront of the mirror and started applying makeup. After makeup  she added eyelashes, the makeup only had changed my looks completely. Now I was really looking like a girl that too beautiful, I put on bangles, anklets. I was looking so real that no one could actually recognize me. I could easily pass as a girl. After finishing she told me how beautiful I was looking, I thanked her for her effort. She told me to remain unchanged until my parents arrive. I said ok, I was really feeling blessed I loved every part of it. She used to come regularly to my house,We got closer and closer to each other during these day. One day she asked me to pierce my nose, I could have objected her but I didn't I readily agreed to pierce my nose. At that point I didn't realize what I had done only after some time I realized I had done something wrong and my parents could easily discover my secret. So I removed the nose ring. Next day she asked me why I didn't wear the nosering. I told her my parents wouldn't accept me as a girl and this all will end as soon as my parents return. She hugged me and said don't worry I will accept you as this, we will go far from here and settle. I almost cried when she said this, I knew how she loved me. I asked her to replace the nosering and promised not to take if off without her will. She guided me to bed and we had sex, for the first time I felt loved. I completely surrendered to her she provided me full pleasure. The pleasure of submitting myself to someone and having confidence in your partner was what I learned from that. After that I assembled my clothes, She left giving a kiss on my cheek. These 15 days were enough for me to realize what I really wanted.
We left that place and got settled in another place where no one knew us. My day starts like a normal housewives day, waking up preparing tea, breakfast and help her go to office. Doing the remaining household work. Happiness is what we all want out of our lives and we were happy in each others roles.

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Getting The Wants (Crossdressing)

I had a friend(She is now my husband now). I had a lot of pictures of men dressing up as women and serving them on my computer. I liked to see those pics from time to time, I was a submissive person from the very early days. I used to imagine myself severing my husband in a traditional attire. One day when I was going through those pics my friend came. I didn't feel it necessary to shut the computer off or hide the photos. As she saw the pics asked me what is this all about. When I told her I liked this pics, it fascinates me. After hearing me she said I can't believe, I love you so much. I said what happened to you all of a sudden. She said I always hated the idea of getting married and going to someones house. I am independent person and I like to live my life my way. I am very lucky to find a guy like you who can be my wife. Now will you marry me she asked. All this happened too quickly, I was in two minds. I wasn't sure how will I be able to present myself as a wife to my own friend. But on the other hand it was an opportunity for me. If you are feeling shy to tell me then just do one thing she took out her earring and told me put it on my nose when she comes tomorrow.

 Whole night I thought about it and I decided to marry her.  I wake up in morning  shaved my body and put on a saree and did a bit of a makeup on my face. And finally put on the nosering given to me by her. Soon the door bell rang I knew it was her, I opened the door in great anticipation. She was very pleased to see me dressed as a complete women. She hugged me tight and thanked me for accepting her.Now I was feeling a lot shy I didn't know how to react I put on a slight smile on my face. Now she wanted me to dress as a complete bride and shift to her house. I had limited dresses so both of us went to the market. We bought few sarees and a new makeup kit. My nose and ears were also pierced. Now I was a complete women as men don't have noserings. After we returned home she herself prepared me as a bride. She attached a big nosering  and covered my face with a veil. Now I was a bride ready to go to my husbands house ready to obey her for ever live under her orders. She was my master now I had promised to obey her and accept each and every decision of hers. After we reached her house she escorted me to our living room. It was nicely decorated with flowers just for our first night. I patiently sat on the bed and waited for her. I knew it was now time to fully submit myself to my husband. When I heard the footsteps of her coming I got up and touched her feet, she was quick to react and grabbed me up by my arms. She kissed me on my forehead, I felt being loved it was very nice. After that we went to bed talked a bit about our future, at the mean time she was caressing my cheeks and thighs. I was feeling aroused then she started kissing me around my neck it brought a lot excitement. Then she showed me a strap-on and asked if I wanted this. I was too shy to answer, she lubricated it and pressed between my bottom cheeks it was such a arousing senstaion. Within no time she pressed it in a moan of lust came from my mouth. It was such a fun she stopped after both of us were satisfied it was dream come true for me.
In the morning I took bath and arranged our bed it was allover the place. Then i prepare breakfast for her and alarm her to wake up and after she wakes up I take her blessings. I help get her ready for office.and during her office time i do all my job such as washing utensils,cloths,cleaning house,cleaning. She is my husband and I have a lot of respect for her, I have fully submitted to her. I love her very much, she loves and cares me too. I always dress myself in traditional attire she likes it very much. I had started it on her demand but I love it now. The ghunghat and nosering make me feel a lot submissive it reminds me of my status. It is also a way of showing respect to husband.

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

A Secret Unfolds. (Crossdressing)

I was shocked when my wife told me we got invitation to attend a marriage at my friend Deepak's house. Deepak and me both had got married last year, what was the invitation about I was thinking. Then I asked my wife did you say it right a marriage invitation. Yes it's a marriage invitation she said and we are going tomorrow she further added. Next day we went to Deepak's house no guests were there it was a bit surprising I thought they had tricked us. When I asked his wife Samita Where is Deepak she said preparing for the marriage in the 1st floor. I quickly went upstairs leaving my wife Richa and Samita were talking with each other. When I went inside I had my mouth opened when I saw him dressed in red saree. It reminded me of our college days, it was Deepak who introduced me to crossdressing. During those days we enjoyed crossdressing in each others company. We talked about it so much, It was nice to see him finally fulfill his dreams. I asked him how did he manage to pull this out. He said I will tell you later first help me put on the jewelries. I started putting the jewleries one by one. After putting necklace, earrings, bangles, anklets. I fixed his nosering it was a big bridal nosering the pearl was coming down to  red lips. And I tied the chain with the hair clip on her wig. She was looking gorgeous just like a bride. We didn't put that many jewelries in our college days but today it was different.  As we were talking Samita called us outside it was now time for the marriage.
Both of us quickly went downstairs Deepak sat in the mandap Samita sat beside him. And the priest started chanting mantras. Soon they took pheras, Samita applied sindoor on Deepak's forehead tied the mangalsutra, Deepika bent down to take blessings from Samita. And after marriage we together had a some fun. My wife asked how this all started, to my surprise Deepak took the story right to our college days. He told how both of us used to dress like female at our room. Then he told how he confessed it to his wife and she agreed and they have lived like this since their first day and on the occasion of their first anniversary decided to make it official. My wife kept looking at me I just lowered my eyes. I wasn't able to meet eyes with her, I had hidden a huge secret from her and it was not ideal for her to know it from someone else. She must have thought why didn't I confess to her like Deepak. I knew my wife would now ask me to have a same lifestyle as Deepak and Samita. It was already getting dark we left wishing them all the best.
When we got to our house my wife asked me if I would like to live the same lifestyle. I was too shy to answer I just nodded my head. She gave me her saree today is just the start we will take it more seriously from tomorrow.
    

Saturday, March 15, 2014

Starting To Crossdress..(Crossdressing)

Even as a young child I always liked female clothes, accessories and jeweleries. I wanted to try it but didn't have courage to confess it to mom. I kept my feelings secretly for many years. With time I felt a strong urge, But the problem was I knew mom wouldn't allow me and I knew I wont be able to hide but I desperately wanted to dress as a women. I knew I had only two options whether to give up my dreams or to tell mom openly. I decided to tell mom, I went near and said "Mom would you mind if I too  get dressed like you all. Straight away mom said you are a boy and what about your social status. Again I said mom I can live as your daughter I am ready to transform me to be one among you. I was very scared after I finished the line but mom to my surprise agreed. Mom asked shreya to give me her dress and see how it works. I felt a bit excited now I was going to experience something new. Shreya gave me her kurthi and the materials were limited it didn't work out. Mom said no this will not work. I felt disappointed but shreya promised to help me.

Next day after lunch she took me to market to buy female clothes and after that to the parlor where she used to go frequently. She explained the lady there everything, even that lady was excited it was real test of her skills. She started by removing my hair and giving a gentle massage to my body. Once the hair was removed, she pierced my nose and inserted a nosering.  I went inside and changed my dress a wore a nice kurthi. The bra had forms so it looked like real breasts from outside. Then she the started making my eyebrows. She also added fake eye lashes to my eyes. After that she started my makeup, my cheek looked pink and my skin too looked fair. After Makeup was over I put bangles, earrings, nosering was already there. I was sure mom wouldn't be able to recognize me. I thanked that lady for her wonderful contribution. And we went home Mom was surprised she said " I have two daughters now who look similar". I was so happy mom had accepted me as her daughter. Things slowed down a bit i started helping mom in house activities. Mom said you seem to be more interested to learn all these cooking, cleaning things and you are submissive too I am sure you would be a very good wife. I just ignored mom and carried on doing my work.
One day Sherya's friend Deepa came to visit our house, she didn't recognize me and asked Shreya, Shreya said he is my brother and off late he is my sister. OMG she looks lovely doesn't she Deepa exclaimed.
I felt shy and rushed to my room. I looked myself at the mirror and imagined how I would look as bride. How would be the feel like waiting for your husband on Suhaagraat or it will be just a dream? I had a lot of questions but not any answers at all. As I was lost in my thoughts Deepa came into my room and asked if I would like to go to her house. I already had got the feeling she had started liking me as a girl. We went to Deepa's house her Mom and Dad were away. She took me to her room and asked for how long I have been like this, I replied for 3 Weeks. She asked me if I had any plans for the future I said no cause I didn't have any. She said I want to marry you, you are very beautiful even my parents will accept you as my wife. I didn't know what to say so I just stood silent. She told she will talk it with my mother. Shiver ran down my spine. I knew Deepa didn't say it as a joke she was serious in her words. I was feeling shy as I left her house. I went home for there but I really wasn't able to concentrate on my way to home. When I reached home mom greeted me with a smile. I asked her what was the reason for that smile. She told me Deepa's parents are coming tomorrow to fix our marriage. Deepa had already called mom and informed her when I was on my way. I was not sure what to do, someone accepting me as her wife was a compliment for me but I was not sure that I would be able to fulfill my husbands wishes. I asked mom do I fit in really as a Women/Wife. Mom said don't worry dear slowly you will learn to manage everything you are a fast learner and have already impressed a lot so don't worry about that. Mom's words made me relax a bit.
Next morning I prepared myself with a bit of make up and wore a new Salwar Kameez and placed a dupatta over my head which my mom did.  Deepa's Mom and Dad were pleased when they saw me. They told cause they wanted a son and before Deepa was a full grown up girl they used to dress him as boy. They said they have always treated Deepa as their son but were a bit afraid of the future so they gave up on their dream of making Deepa their son but now since they have a DIL, Deepa can continue as their son. Earlier I had a bit of worry thinking both of doing things not natural to us can make our lives happier I knew it was very important for us to understand our roles and duties. My mother had helped me a lot in these few days. Our marriage was fixed everyone of us were happy.
Soon I was going to be a bride finally, my mom taught me few extra things so I could please my MIL. As the date of marriage was arriving we had a lot of shopping to do. Me my mom, sister and MIL went together. My MIL was not happy with my nose piercing and she asked me to pierce my left side saying in their family have it in left. I couldn't deny my MIL so I got my Left side also pierced when we were buying Jewellery.  We bought a Ghangra for the wedding day.  Days passed very quickly with all the thrills and excitement visiting here and there. Just before the wedding day I nearly spent a whole day on the parlor. Soon it was the wedding day..
I woke up and took a bath and did some praying as it mandatory for brides to do so. After few hrs the lady from the as everything had been done just yesterday, she was here for just to do my make up and accessories. She applied foundation first and did a bridal makeup, I had watched some videos of bridal makeups. She was near to perfect and my face was glowing nobody could even imagine I was not a girl. After that I wore the Ghangra helped by her it was heavy but beautifully designed I was feeling happy to be wearing it. After that she added some jeweleries, necklace, earrings, bangles and inserted nosering and attached the chain down to hair with clips. I had a stud on right and big bridal nath on left of my nose. Finally I was ready as a bride she placed a dupatta over my head. And I was escorted to the mandap for the rituals, Deepa was looking very handsome as a groom. As it was simple function there was not too much of hassle. And after Rituals it was time for me to go to my husbands house to live as his wife forever. We sat in the car and left for  my new house. the greeting there was grand. After few chats and rituals I was escorted to our newly decorated room. Everything was so well decorated I couldn't have asked for more. Soon Deepa arrived she said she is happy to finally have me as her wife. I was pleased to hear that specially from my husband. Deepa slowly lifted my veil, i closed my eyes cause I was feeling too shy to make and eye contact. She praised me for my beauty it eased the tension a bit. Deepa asked me to kneel and give her some satisfaction now time had come to surrender to my husband. She didn't allow me to touch her I did it orally. After she was satisfied she told me to stop and now she removed my clothes and started kissing me passionately it didn't took longer for me to reply her. Soon both of were having a outstanding time. We slept and round about at 3 am I was woken up as I felt a something between my thighs. I noticed my husband was trying to penetrate me I gasped as she pushed the Rubber *****. She was gentle with me until it started going smoothly soon the moans of pleasure came from us. It was indeed a delightful moment for me something I cherished. She asked me if I was satisfied with a great delight I replied yes. I rested on her chest she caressed my hair and cheeks. I was felt being loved in my husbands arms..      

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Forced By Wife (Crossdressing)

I nearly lost my breath when on my wedding night my wife said she only married me cause she knew she could turn me into her wife "A traditional Wife". She said that she straight away knew about my submissive nature and in her mind she had already decided to transform me to a submissive female and make me serve her. After saying that she told me to strip, she had such a command and she said in a strict tone. I don't know how but I happened to open my clothes, perhaps it was due to the submissive nature I followed her instruction without questioning her. She opened a box and took out a chastity belt, though I had fantasied about wearing it I didn't want to wear it in real. I had done some research about the chastity belt on the internet. With in minutes she locked my penis in the belt it was not that uncomfortable. But it made me wake up between sleep.
In the morning she said she has called a beautician to do my make up and pierce my nose and ears.I wished if I could run away from here but I had nowhere to go. I had already split with my family when I took the decision of marrying her. I thought oh no not the piercings I wanted to object but I couldn't. I was having torrid time in adjusting with the Chastity Belt and now I had to adjust with the piercings too. At noon the lady arrived, first she removed my body hair and did my body massage and applied cream all over my body. It was very soothing I felt a lot lighter. After that she did my facial, so that my skin would glow..She had even brought bra's and panties and wigs. She told me to put on those things, I put on the bras with breast forms, Niharika (my wife) tied the hooks. I stood in the middle as both of them draped me in saree. After that she did some makeup on my face, applied lipstick on my lips and painted my nails. Once the make up was over beautician pierced my ears and nose. When I looked in the mirror I couldn't believe that the women standing infront of mirror was me. How everything had changed it was hard to believe, Bangles on my hand, earrings on my ears and a big nose ring attached with chain fixed into my earrings. After she fixed the nosering she covered my face with a veil. After the beautician left, Niharika  put  sindoor on my head and Mangalsutra in my neck. Everything was happening infront of me but I was unconscious. But somehow I bent all way down to touch my husband's feet.  Now I knew I can't be a man again, first my penis was locked in the Chastity Belt and now my nose being pierced I thought my fate was sealed and the best thing I could do is adjust with this life and live as Niharika's submissive wife as I had no options left.
 
After that Niharika locked the ouside door and went. I was left alone in the house I was so confused what to do. The gunghat was covering my face making it hard to breathe. I could also feel the weight of nosering even though the chain was supporting a part of weight. Bangles making noise and the saree rubbing my back. Everything was so sensual what I was experiencing was so unreal. Niharika had given me a paper in which there were a set of rules I had to follow as a wife.
1) Every morning I must Touch my Husbands feet.
2) I am only allowed to wear sarees.
3) I must always keep my face under the Ghunghat.
4) I must obey Niharika without questioning
5) Any disobedience could result in punishment
I had never thought I would be in this position it was so humiliating. But I didn't have any other option. Niharika was my husband and I had to serve her, obey her and she had full authority over me.
I felt a bit tired and didn't knew when I felt asleep, when I woke up Niharika had still not arrived. I re did my makeup, now I was preparing myself for the first night. I had just finished my makeup when Niharika arrived she asked me to go to our bedroom and wait for her. This was the most difficult period waiting for your husband to arrive lot of things were going on my mind. I was excited as well as nervous cause I knew I was going to get a taste of new life. Soon Niharika came inside and locked the door. As she came near me I got up from the bed and bent down to touch her feet. She smiled and it eased me a bit. Both of us sat on the bed Niharika started caressing my cheeks and kissing me. I got a sensual feeling when she caressed my back. Now a was a lot aroused she understood and slowly guided my hands to the rubber peins. I slept of my tummy and left it completely to her soon I felt a jerk in my body as the Rubber penis went inside. She kept caressing my cheeks inbetween so I felt a lot easier in the start. Soon everything was smooth like normal. She asked me if I am satisfied I replied with a smile. I thanked her for giving me a new identity and most pleasurable moment of this new life.. I knew life had lot of challenges stored for me in the future but now it was the time to enjoy....  

Friday, February 21, 2014

Finding the women in me (Crossdressing)

One morning I got a call from my long time friend Divya. I hadn't met her for a long long time. I was bit surprised when she called me in a parlor to visit her. She hadn't expected me to come there. She shouted what a surprise, welcome  and she introduced me with Reetu her friend and owner of the parlor. She gave me a cup of coffe to drink. As we were drinking coffee she said, hey may be I have one great news for you if you are interested enough. I asked her tell me let me know what it is. She said some organizers are planning a great event it's like a talent hunt. And if you win the competition you will get some money as well as be famous. But what will I have to do I asked her. Nothing you just have to dress as a female, the guy who looks best as a female will win the competition. It sounded very simple from her words but it was not so easy. So I told her I can't do it. Don't give up so easily, you have done a few plays as a girl in school days and you are a great dancer too I think you can do it she said. Ok first let's check how I look if I am satisfied with my looks I would do it I said. After I gave her the permission Reetu started my make up. She told me to relax and started her work. By the time she finished the makeup, I realized it was impossible for me to even recognize myself with the thick layer of makeup she had done. Still a lot of things had to be done and I was satisfied with the initial work on my face. So I gave her green signal. She asked me to clean shave which I did after that she painted my nails, placed a wig over my head and gave me a bra with silicon forms which looked like real, brilliant modern outfit to wear and a sandals which would go with them. She gave me few jeweleries simple which would go with that outfit. She had done her job brilliantly it was now time to go for the registration.


All three of us left the parlor together. Even though it was my time being dressed as a girl in public I was feeling confident largely due to the perfect makeup done by Reetu. As we reached there Reetu asked for the Form to fill, She did all the registration process as I didn't knew anything. She filled my name as "Malaini". After that I had a short interview in which they told me from all contestants top 15 will be shortlisted. After that we returned back. A lot of preparation had to be done if I wanted to win the competition. Reetu and Divya  had promised to help me I had a lot of trust on both of them. After reaching home she told me to wear female clothes from now so that it will boost my confidence. Next morning I went to the parlor with Reetu dressed as a female. Reetu pierced my ears and even told me to pierce my nose but I was not ready for it. Actually I was not that confident of being shortlisted in top 15. Reetu said it will take some time to heal, mark my words you will be selected. After she persisted for long time I gave up and agreed to pierce my nose too. I felt a slight pain as she pressed the nosering against my skin. But the pain was worth taking the winning prize was big. I could feel the nosering and the earring for the whole day. After that she told me to go and have a rest at her house. I didn't knew when I felt asleep when I woke up the sting was gone and I felt a lot better. Together we took our dinner together.

In the morning Reetu taught me to wear saree as I had to get accustomed to wear different dresses. For the whole day practiced to wear saree, Divya monitored it very closely and would correct me if I went wrong, it needed some time. After few attempts I was doing a good job. Divya extremely when she saw  I was near to perfect when it came to wearing saree. 

Reetu was a perfectionist she even taught me every little aspect of female life. After receiving all those advice from her and Divya I felt as if I had transformed myself completely. Next morning Reetu called me and said my name was Shortlisted in the top 15. I was happy the whole day we kept chatting about what it I go on to win the competition. Reetu thought I should continue my life as female but I thought other way round. There was a lot of time to decide for that now I needed to concentrate on winning the competition.

In the morning I woke up early Reetu helped me to prepare myself. By the time we reached the hall there were people waiting and we went inside the other contestants had also arrived. It was much much big than I had thought cameras, lots of people all together I was facing all this for the first time in my life. No need to say I felt nervous as hell. Reetu did my full makeup in the room other contestants were also doing their own with the help of their makeup artist.  Soon the announcement was made we were asked to get ready to enter the stage one by one. It was completely different from what I had thought. All of us entered the stage introduced ourselves. All of were in modern outfit. Then it was turn for causal outfit and again all contestants including me changed ourselves and entered the stage for the 2nd time. We just stood there and the judges who were all female had a closer look at us. And after the casual dress round it was bridal last round of the competition infact.This time we were given a bit more time to prepare ourselves. Reetu once again quickly got in her act. First she helped me wear a red saree. then the bridal makeup as the theme demanded. A lots of jeweleries and finally a nose ring coming right down to my lips to complete the makeover. I almost felt like weights being added to my body with all those jeweleries. And then came the announcements I quickly got ready, Reetu just patted on my back it was enough to increase my confidence a bit.  As I walked in the bridal dress it was the best feel I had got for these 15 days. It was not the ideal stage to get lost in myself but I wanted to. Somehow I controlled my emotions and focused on the bigger picture. When we entered the stage judges had a one last hard look at us before the results were about to announced. They also called all the helping hands people who helped us in the stage. Reetu came and Stood beside me. My nervousness kept on increasing as the time for the result came near and near. I had no bounds for happiness when my name was announced as the winner. Something that I hadn't expected when I first registered for the competition. Cameras were clicking people making noises it was something I had never witnessed in my whole life atleast for me. It was a huge moment for me and Reetu who has helped me in every way she possibly could.
After the final announcement a bit of celebration and we came home. I hadn't even changed my dress my lucky dress as I should say. I was in big dilemma now I just took part for the money I could win but life had given me something more than I expected. Malini Was a famous person now and the guy behind the makeup well no body knew him. I had to choose between Malini and the old myself. With name and fame attached with Malini I decided to go with Malini. First few weeks as Malini were busy lots of traveling meeting people for shows. But Reetu was by my side in my every journey.
After few busy weeks I was thinking how to plan my future life. All these day I was so busy I didn't got even time to think about myself. I knew living double life for me would be difficult specially with more people recognizing me as Malini. I asked for advise from Divya. Divya said it would be for you and Reetu if she accepts you as her wife in that condition you can live as Malini in home and away as well. I liked the idea very much after all Reetu was the one who created Malini and if anyone deserved Malini it was her. So with great hope I asked  Reetu to accept me as her wife. Reetu agreed without any hesitations indeed it was great for both of us. So we decided to arrange simple ceremony inside the house itself assisted by Divya. Reetu herself dressed me as a bride in that lucky bridal dress which I had worn during the competition. Wow same dress during two huge moments of my life. I felt lucky to have someone like Reetu who had stood beside me in my every journey till now. But I also had to keep in mind she was my husband now and I had to give her some respect. After the Rituals Divya guided me to our room.
I was waiting for Reetu to arrive finally the time had come for me to submit to my husband. Reetu lifted my veil and started kissing me. I replied her back the nosering was disturbing her so I asked her to take it off she gave a smile. I knew what it was all about the night was fantastic.I had almost lived as woman for more than 3 weeks and finally I got the most pleasurable moment of a woman's life.
Now I didn't have to worry anymore I had got a loving husband in Reetu. I could focus on my life as a female so I decided to go for few changes in my body which Reetu agreed. I did surgery to remove my muscles of my thighs cheeks and other parts my body would look like more of a female. Few hormone injections so my body could get more curves.After the surgery and hormone implant my physical appearance too changed. Now I could wear any dress from Skirts to Saree and everything suited me well. My professional life too was also on track Reetu used to assist me everywhere I went. She was my manager, beautician and also my husband. I have also learned to manage my personal life and professional life a lot. I have a image of independent women in public. Reetu has given me enough liberty outside the house but  at home My mornings starts with my husbands blessing it's a ritual every morning I touch my husbands feet after both of us wake up and go to the kitchen to prepare tea.  I dress like a traditional housewife lost of jeweleries and pallu of saree covering my head and not to forget the nosering. It has become the most important accessory of my life once I didn't wear it and Reetu scolded me from that day I never forget to wear the nose ring, Reetu likes to see me like this when we are at home.  There has been a remarkable change in my life but I have managed it well Divya also has helped me a lot when it comes to knowing Reetu's likes and Dislikes. Both of us are happy this way.............

Saturday, February 8, 2014

A New Life, New Rules For New Crossdressing Bride.

I had crossdressing fantasies from my very young days. I never ever hinted anyone what sort of person I was, those fantasies were only limited in my thoughts until that day. One day I was drinking alone in a bar, all of a sudden a girl in her late 20's entered the bar. She was beautiful like the one in my fantasies, looked quite confident she was wearing black jeans and a jacket. Bold and beautiful she looked from her appearance. Excuse me can I sit beside you she asked. Yes ma'am I said, didn't knew how this word ma'am came out of my mouth. I had never used this word to anyone else ever, probably it was because I found her similar like the girl I used to dream of. Few glass of drinks together and we started talking like as if we knew each other for a long long time. As the conversation was going on one of the staff told it's time for the bar to close. She told we can continue our conversation in her house. So we left the bar and went to her house. The house was big enough for a single person. And after few hours I left for my room.
When I woke up it was already 12 noon and I had 3 miss calls from her. I quickly called her but the no didn't connect. Round about at six I got a message from her saying come to my house. I was feeling excited as I went to her house. She was waiting for me and there were few girls as well. Everyone welcomed me,She took me to a different room, I asked her if they were her friends. She said no they were beauticians, I asked her then what are they doing her. She replied with a smile " they are here to dress you as female". I was completely stunned when I heard that, how did she know about my fantasies? I asked myself. But I don't need it, I said her. Don't lie I know what you like, don't you remember what you told me yesterday. Frankly speaking I don't remember anything, may be I told something cause I was drunk I said to her. You are again lying you addressed me and ma'am when you first saw me, Why?. I had no answer. Now take you shirt off she said, look you have a clean shaved body like a female and you are again lying she said. I again had no answers, I just had to tell her the truth. She told me to get ready for the change over as she left the beauticians came inside. Asked me to sit in the chair there was a big mirror infront of the chair. First they made my eyebrows thin like of a girl. Then the makeup, one girl was doing the makeup and another was doing my hair. I just patiently waited. They had applied so much make up that I couldn't recognize myself. My cheeks were pink, lips red, and a long hair. Nobody could think it was me everything looked so natural. Once the make up was done they pierced my nose and added a small nosering and earrings to my both ears. After that they left, I just sat on the chair and admired myself. I didn't look this beautiful even in my fantasies. Devyani came inside and asked don't you love yourself now look how beautiful you are looking, if you don't agree with me you can change and leave she said. I had this opportunity to leave but within few minutes I had fallen in love with my new look. I just didn't want to change it. I was feeling really happy by rediscovering myself. I thanked Devyani for her efforts.

But just a part of my fantasy had been fulfilled there were still few more desires to be fulfilled. I had already visualized Devyani as my future husband. I wanted to be her wife
I asked Devyani if I could live in her house, She didn't have any problem with that and I was so happy. Now it atleast presented me with a chance to impress her. I always used to wake up early in the morning, do all the work prepare tea and serve it to her. I also used to put a lot of effort to make myself look as much beautiful as I could. Many days went like that but I couldn't impress Devyani. I didn't know what she wanted and it was now beginning to hurt me. I couldn't directly ask her. One day Devyani was not in the house and I was getting bored, so I started searching for some interesting. In search of some books to read I entered Devyani's room. There were lot of books comics, history and books on famous persons as I was searching I found a dairy, dairy of Devyani. I thought it could help me get close to her so I started reading it. I found out Devyani liked women in traditional dress. There were also some pictures which were of my use. There was not much time left Devyani was about to come.
I rushed to my room, to prepare myself in a way Devyani liked to see. I wore and saree, a big nosering and covered my head with one end of the saree. I checked myself in the mirror I was looking like the one in the pics. I hoped for the best. The door bell rang I went to open the door with great anticipation. Devyani was happy to see me dressed this way. She didn't say anything but it was clearly visible from her actions. After dinner when Devyani was watching TV, I prepared myself as a bride and silently went to her room and sat in the bed waiting for her to arrive. It was my last attempt to impress her. Even though i knew Devyani for a long time I was feeling a hell nervous like a newly wed.As I heard the steps of Devyani approaching the room I was almost shivering thinking what she will make out of this. As soon as she came I went near her and touched her feet like a decent wife. I promised to obey her, respect her and fulfill all her needs as husband for as long as both of us shall live She was quick to react, She gathered me up and praised how beautiful I was looking. It released all my tensions. She asked me to wait for her and left the room. I thought why? but I knew I was going to find out soon. She came with holding a cane in her hand I was bit horrified. She said she wants to check my promise and asked me to stand lifting my saree. I couldn't believe what I just heard now I had to show her my loyalty. Her words were so demanding I didn't have courage to say no.It was incredible  how my thinking had changed now I was ready to suffer this. As I took position she smacked one stroke, I felt a shiver. She gave some time to gather myself and second one landed, and the third one. She told me to hold this position for 15 more minutes, no more caning after that. The veil was covering my face and I could feel the weight of the nosering as my head was hanging low I felt a bit vulnerable. Then she told me to go and sit in the bed she started removing my jeweleries one by one. She asked is my girl ready to experience the most enjoyable moment of her life. I just nodded my head in anticipation. Finally we were about to make some love. The kisses became more passionate and both of us got aroused. She slowly pressed the rubber penis in. With a lot of difficulty it went in but some moments later it turned out to be a lot pleasing experience. After a hour of sex Both of us felt satisfied and slept.  
It was a new beginning of my life I had got such a loving and strict husband in Devyani. She has this weekly maintenance routine to remind me who is in charge. I  to avoid the punishments  as much as I can by being obedient and showing enough respect to her.

Monday, January 27, 2014

Finding Female Identity (Crossdressing)

It was our first Wedding Anniversary and to celebrate this we had planned a tour to spend some quality time together. Both of us got ready and we were excited few days off in this hectic schedule was great. When we reached the hotel we were fully drenched it was raining heavily it came as a surprise it was not rainy season. We went to our hotel rooms and then I realized I had left my luggage in the taxi by the time I came down it was gone. My clothes were fully drenched and there was every chance of catching cold if I remained in those dress. My wife changed and asked me what happened I said I have forgot my Luggage  in the Taxi I said. How can you be such careless she said, Luckily she had the taxi's number but when we called him he told can't come until late evening. I was getting frustrated I didn't have anything to wear. Then my wife suggested me to wear her Salwar Kameez. I didn't want to but she forced me saying you will get sick and our holiday will be useless. I thought she is right and I agreed to wear. I was surprised when they fitted perfectly on me. I asked her how is this possible it's by chance she replied. Whole day I remained in the same dress and everytime the waiter came to the room I used to hide in the bathroom. My wife called the Taxi bt he said the rain is heavy and he can't come. I couldn't believe what I heard it meant I had to wear this whole night.

My wife then said now when you are going to dressed like this for the whole night lets do it in a proper way that would be perfect Anniversary gift for me. She said in such a way I couldn't deny her. She helped me to clean shave my body and gave her panties and bra to wear. I felt a lot lighter and lot smoother. She then gave me one of her sarees to wear I didn't know how to wear a saree so she helped me in that. She then asked me to sit on the table infront of the mirror and started my makeup. I patiently sat there looking at the mirror. After she finished the makeup I realized the transgression was amazing I couldn't believe my eyes. I had never thought I could look such beautiful it was completely different experience. I was loving every moment of it she too noticed it. Then came the Nail polish, Jeweleries and bangles. After that she asked me to walk around. I walked around the room. The bra was a bit tight and the hooks were like biting my back. My breathe was heavy and the jeweleries were making lots of noises. It was something beyond words. Walking in high heels wearing a saree not an easy task but I did decently. Now it was time for the dinner and we had to go to the hall I felt as if I might get caught and it will be huge shame. But my wife patted me on my back and gave me full confidence. Both of us went to hall had our dinner and walked back to our room as if nothing had happened it was a big moral booster for me. I had a successful outing in the public for the first time. At night my wife asked if we need that luggage or not, she could read in my eyes my answer was no. I wanted to be like this for a bit more time didn't no for how long may be tomorrow, day after tomorrow or forever.

In the morning my wife waked me up both of us got ready my lost Luggage was already out the hotel. It was of no use for the moment so both of just ignored it.We wanted to go out of this hotel and have some fresh air outside. We went for a movie and shopping after that. My wife said you have a beautiful nose and a nose ring will suit you even more it will give you complete feminine look. I knew once the piercing is done it well might be a start of new life. I started liking myself as a female rather than a male, so I decided to go for it. We opted for a bit thick than normal one. It was looking perfect she was right I felt a lot like female after wearing the nosering. It perhaps enhanced the beauty even more. It was getting darker by that time it was time to return to hotel.We arrived  at the hotel rested for a bit time after that went for the dinner. I wanted to live like this forever. I had never thought I would love something like this but now it had happened and I wanted to live every moment of this new life. As I was lost in my thoughts I heard my wife's voice, I felt like I had just woke up. I told her I want to enjoy every moment of this life. She hugged me and said I know your feelings, I will accept you as what you want to be everybody is different in this world. I felt extremely happy.

After I woke up I myself did my makeup, dressing. My wife was completely surprised when she saw me. As I had accepted her as my husband I just bent down her feet she was quick to react hugged me in her arms. She asked me to wait for her in the room and went outside alone. She came back with few things. I got dressed up like a traditional bride, lots of jeweleries she herself helped me to wear the nose ring. We performed the rituals on our very own way we had limited materials but that wasn't going to held us back. I felt a bit awkward to go to the hall in this wedding dress with a veil covering my face so she made a request to the manager and we had the dinner in our room.  I found it very difficult to eat with this big nosering hanging right down to my lips. But I liked the tickling sensation every-time the nosering touched my lips.
After dinner  it was now time for our first night after, She said now I am going to give you the most wonderful experience as a women. With that she started kissing me on my neck, I laid on the bed. She slowly started to press me from behind. I felt a jerk on my body as she pressed the rubber penis in. After few initial moans of pain it started going smoothly now the moans wear more of pleasure. Truly it was the most wonderful experience ever. Finally both of us were tired, she slowly caressed my body and kissed me I too responded her. Both of us slept feeling satisfied. After that for couple of more nights our love making was at it's peak..
Our holidays were over She started going to her job and I successfully started doing my house hold duties. She now and then surprises me with her gifts. She loves me very much and I also never hesitate to give her every respect she deserves.

Saturday, January 25, 2014

Double Wedding after Full Change Female Life Rules and Discipline

My mom wanted a girl instead of a boy. When I was small kid she used to dress me as a girl and used to take photos. After my engagement me and my to be wife (Reema) were going through old memories. Then she asked me who is that small girl, ohh that's me you know my mom wanted a girl and she used to dress me up as a girl when I was small. You look so cute she said, don't you want your mom's dream to come true, ya may be I want but howz that possible?  Listen my mom knows a old man who has supernatural powers and I think he can help us she said. Before I could say anything she went and told her and my mom. When I went to stop her my mom welcomed me with a smile, hugged me and said I love you so much thank u son that will be really wonderful. I said Mom isn't it too late I am already engaged, Reema's mom said don't worry I am ready to accept you as my DIL and Reema will accept you her wife. I couldn't say anything it looked as if they had already decided. So knowing my efforts will go to vain I accepted their decision. Reema, her mom and me left to meet the man who Reema's mom had known for years. We waited outside and Reema's mom went and discussed things with him and he agreed. Reema's mom told that Me and Reema had to stay here for a period of 1 month and she had explained everything to that Man.

So we went inside his little hut, he sprayed some water kind of thing over our body and asked to wait until he comes. I was feeling a hell nervous didn't know what next but reema also was there so it was a bit of relief. After few minutes he came and asked me to wear the clothes he and brought. I did that, he told me as the progress goes on the dresses will be different. After the dress he took out the ornaments they looked like real gold and were shining as if it had some power in it. He asked reema to do this work. The rule was from bottom to top, So first the Anklets, a chain in the waist, nose ring and septum ring, necklace, earrings the interesting thing was once they were put in he was the only one who could open. It required some magic. As soon as I put on the jeweleries I felt a bit different there was a some kind of spark in my body. I felt heavy with all these jeweleries. They were restricting my moments and making a lot of sound so instead of taking long steps I was walking a bit a slow small steps. The nose ring was hanging down my lips and I could feel it every time I tried to speak. I thought it was just a matter of time before I get used to all these things. Every morning he used to give me a glass of something to drink and after that I used to do the things told by that priest was my routine Reema used to tell me to do properly she was there to monitor me. Priest knew she was my to be husband so he given that duty to Reema.
Days passed and I started feeling very comfortable, the jewelries didn't bother me at all instead i loved them I had a feeling as if I wanted to wear them for whole my life. I also noticed few changes in my body my chest was growing and my body was taking it shape. Soon after I didn't get any erections too. Looked like everything was working well the medicine in the glass of water was doing it's job. It was late night of the 29th day I woke up in the midnight and to my surprise found out the change had been completed.My whole body was smooth, I felt relieved finally I could go home and meet my mom. In the morning we took blessings from the priest and he removed the jeweleries  and together we left for our home.

Our mom's were waiting for us both of them were happy to see me as a female. My mother told me to take blessings from my MIL, I just bent down and touched her feet. Now the plannings for the marriage had to be done. Lots of shopping had to be done. First thing we did was Reema and I went to the beauty parlor it was mine first experience and I was getting more comfortable with time.  After that we went shopping our mom's were waiting for us. I was so much into it that I forgot it has been just 48 hours that I have been a girl. I was happy for myself and a bit sad for mom cause she was going be alone once I was going to my husbands house after marriage. I asked Reema if mom also could come with us. Reema wasn't sure how her Mom would react to that so she said I will ask my Mom and tell you. After consulting with her mom Reema said, Parvati aunty( My mom) can marry with my Mom( Reema's Mom) and live along with us. I felt excited wow, I was like why didn't it came to my mind. My mom is just in her early 40's is beautiful this was perfect. Now we had to convince my Mom to Marry Reema's Mom. I asked Reema to go and approach my mom with this Idea. When Reema explained all this Mom coyly blushed. She accepted the proposal. I was very happy we all could live together after this. After this mom's behavior towards Reema's mom had totally changed it had to she was now her to be husband. Mom started wearing traditional sarees instead of western clothes and used a veil whenever she was talking with Reema's Mom. Reema's Mom now started calling my mom directly by her name and mom used to reply with "Ji". It was difficult for mom for so many years she was alone and did what she thought was good. Now she had to re adjust her life. We went to the market for extra shopping nothing extra but new dress for mom as well. Mom also got her nose pierced it was in Reema's family traditions and mom now being a part of that family had to do it.

Finally it was our wedding day after such huge sacrifice I was getting this happiness.My mom was also very happy. The girls came over to do our make-up. Mom and me both anxiously waited I was bit nervous but mom was calm. After they finished the make up it was turn for jeweleries. We put on Anklets, earrings necklace and the nose ring gifted by my MIL. Finally when I looked my self in the mirror I couldn't believe it was me such drastic change it was. It was such a big day of my life I was highly excited.Mom too was looking beautiful, I couldn't believe it was her with all those jeweleries she was looking radiant. I thought My MIL will be very happy to get a bride like her and DIL like me. Soon the girls escorted us to the mandap and we performed all the rituals.

After the rituals we took blessings from our husbands me being the smallest of all four took blessings from everyone. It was now time to go our rooms. It was such a big moment in our lives both mom's and mine. Mom told me not be nervous and leave everything to my husband. We entered the room, our rooms were adjacent. I sat on the bed, Reema arrived locked the door from inside and sat beside me. Slowly she raised my veil I closed my eyes. I knew same thing was going in the other room too. she praised me how beautiful I was looking and she said she was lucky to have someone like me as her wife. I was felt happy after hearing those words from my husband. Soon she removed my jeweleries and asked me if I was ready for the first night. I felt a bit shy but just nodded my head with a smile. We had sex for a couple of hours the feeling was awesome, I felt as if in heaven. After both of us felt satisfied we slept.
When I woke up in the morning Mom was already in the Kitchen preparing tea, I went inside to help her. Mom was wearing red saree, Jeweleries she had a sort a veil over her head and looked happy from inside, it was such a bliss to see her happy. My FIL(Reema's Mom) was in the room reading newspaper. I went to serve the tea. He shouted parvati teach her good manners and ask her to live like a DIL of this family. My mom took me inside again dressed me now I looked like a traditional DIL and told me take blessings from my FIL( Reema's Mom) which I did. He just smiled looking at my Mom. My Mom took me inside the room and said " now we need to live as per our husbands want us, otherwise they also have powers to punish us".  I know mom but why are you saying this did your husband punish you?.. I asked. Mom's face turned red, when I said this she showed me the marks on her bottom. I asked her the reason for that she said it was due to lack of respect she showed to her husband on wedding day. I felt sorry for her but she said "I deserved it and infact I missed those days with your father when he used to discipline on occasions, It is very nice to have someone to correct you and remind you of the lines, Your father was very good at that, I am lucky to have someone with same approach in my life again". I thought perhaps mom is right she has lived this life for 40+ years and it has just been few days for me. My father was very good person and nice human what he did was perhaps good and needed I thought so.After hearing from my Mom it encouraged me  to obey my husband and accept his decisions. There are rules for us to follow which are set by my FIL. Sometimes when we fail to meet his expectations we accept his decision the honors of disciplining is done by my FIL as he is the head of the Family.  I have witnessed some of mom's punishment and sometimes we are punished together. Now our lives had completely changed we were on our husbands mercy. Love, discipline,excitement everything was there in our life. 

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Dream Wedding of Crossdresser

From my early days I was a submissive person, I used to be on my own lost somewhere. I used to think may be god has given me wrong body I would have been better as a women. I always used to think how wonderful it would have been if I was a female. Most of the times I used to think of someone who love me and care me as a women. I really liked the way women used to submit to their husband being under control of someone who loves you always fascinated me. I knew all those were thoughts and are never going to happen in real. As I grew older I used to be really upset cause I knew I could not get what I wanted. In these conditions I used to dress up as a women whenever I got the opportunity this was the only way I could live my dreams.

 I continued to fulfill my dreams alone though it was not very satisfying. After few years I shifted to a new place with a bit of hope. There was a girl who was living in my adjacent room. I thought she could help me but I was a bit hesitant to share something of this kind with a unknown person. So first I had to get some friendship going with her, I knew that will make things easier. And I started talking with her the bond was getting better but not to the level to share something I was wanting. One Night I was in my dream attire dressed as a girl, someone knocked on my door. I thought of changing my clothes but the knocks were getting louder and louder, somehow I managed to change my dress but was unable to remove the make-up and jewelries. Due to the constant knocking I shut my room lights and I opened the door with a bit of fear, it was Shivangi. She had lost her key and wanted me to help her break the door lock. She came inside my room and was surprised when she lit on the lights with female clothes lying on bed and makeup and jeweleries still on. After seeing all these she asked me wat's going on. I knew I couldn't lie from here it was better to tell her the truth which someday I myself was going to tell her. I asked her to sit patiently and explained her everything. Her reaction was not as bad as what I had expected it to be finally I felt some relief now. She told me from now onwards she will also help me. I was thankful to her.

After that day whenever we had free time Shivangi used to come to my room and used to teach me various expects of female life like talking, facial expressions, body moments. Being a quick learner I progressed very quickly. She was happy seeing my willingness to learn. Now you should learn to do household duties like cooking, cleaning, washing clothes are you ready to this cause it's all you have to do once you are married she said. The word marriage just hit me so hard I felt a little shy and nodded my head. What I had noticed was I was willing to do everything said by Shivangi, she was like a guardian to me. She told me to always wear saree while doing these duties cause it will help you get used to. It was not an easy job to do wearing saree it needed a lot of practice. Shivangi was right once I get married, I will have to spend all my life in saree.  I felt as if I was reborn it was such a pleasing experience it was. Days passed out and I was enjoying every moment of these wonderful days.

One day Shivangi told me we are going to market, I asked her why ?, what if Somebody catches me, don't worry no body will recognize you she said. Shivangi was hiding something from me I could read it from her attributes. We left for the market first we went to the beauty parlor. I was bit surprised at first why a parlor, i thought. Shivangi then pulled me inside. The girls there offered me a seat, I sat there feeling awkward. Soon they started massaging my body, suddenly i forgot all the things that were in my mind. It was as is if I was lying somewhere else. After massage they did the waxing, facial, polished my nails. Shivangi then asked the girls to pierce my nose and ears. I just sat quietly waiting for the surprise, never had this much of preparations done. After the girls finished I looked myself in the mirror, it was like a new avtar a new girl, green saree, matching, earrings, green nail polish a small nose ring. I was completed astonished by my own looks. After that we purchased a brand new red saree and few other feminine attires. When we reached our room I asked her why all this preparations is there something special. Yes someone will come to see you tomorrow, she said. That sent shivers down my spine, I asked what? who?. She said her Boss but how I asked? Actually do you remember we took few photographs of yours......Ya I do.. My Boss saw in my mobile and asked me out of fear I told her everything. But she started liking you and wants to meet you. This was unreal completely unreal, I couldn't believe my ears. That night I was worried a bit nervous a bit excited life was giving enough surprises.

Shivangi waked me up in the morning there was a rush in her, she too was bit tensed. Shivangi helped me to get myself ready. I wore a red saree, sandals, matching blouse and earrings. After I was ready Shivangi helped me out to her room Her boss (Shilpa) was already there sitting in the sofa.  Shivangi helped me to sit beside her. I was feeling shy and lot more nervous. Then shilpa took my hands and inserted a ring, shivangi took one ring out and I did the same. My mind was completely blind didn't know how I did it. Shivangi then decided the marriage date. Shilpa asked me are you willing to marry me, I just nodded my head wasn't in a position to speak.

I just got my breath back when shilpa left. Shivangi hugged me and said yes you have done it. I think you are a complete women now, you have all aspects of a female, I am sure you will be a good wife, She said. She was lot happier now of course she needed to be she was friend of her boss's to be wife. Shivangi had taken the initiative of our marriage everything was in her shoulders now. The marriage was to take place in a big hotel. 

Days were just flying we put in a lot of preparation didn't even notice the date of wedding was just ahead. That morning we woke up early and packed our bags and left for the hotel. No body had arrived Shivangi me and the girls with us were first to reach there. We went Inside the room where they would prepare me as a bride. They had to do a lot of things Shivangi was the instructor there she didn't want any complacency from the girls. Shivangi gave me a fed lehanga to wear and after that girls started my make up,  my face was radiant, pink cheeks, red lips, long polished nails with red color. Then came the jeweleries, anklets, toe rings, nice chain round the waist, necklace, earrings, bangles, Plenty of stuff in the head and hair too. A round nosering attached with a chain to hair I just felt a bit sting when they inserted the nosering .  It almost added extra weight but I was loving it. The sounds of bangles every-time I raised my hand, the nosering touching my red lips and the chain caressing my cheeks. It was such a awesome feeling to be a bride. After the make up they covered my face with a veil. And escorted me to the mandap by the time I reaced there Shilpa was already there in his wedding suit and other guests too had arrived most of them were Shivangi's friends from her office. I sat beside Shilpa and the priest started chanting mantras. We performed the rituals the normal ones like everybody does. Shilpa then applied sindoor on my head and tied the Mangalsutra. Then I bent down to take blessings from my husband, thank god the Veil was hiding my face, my face must have been red with shame. The marriage was over and it was party time. Everyone was enjoying, I was feeling bit lost. I knew now I can't be a man again the Veil, the nosering and other jeweleries were reminding me of my status now I was someone's wife he had just taken ownership of me and I vowed the completely surrender to him. Perhaps this was the best thing for me,  i knew couldn't have been a good husband  but I could be a good wife. I was lost in these thoughts didn't noticed already it was time to go to my new house. We sat in the car and left for my new house and Shivangi was with us she was there to stay. As the distance was getting shorter my heart beat was racing. Finally we arrived Shivangi led me to our room. Shivangi re did my make up I had been suffocating under the veil for whole day a bit of fresh air took out a bit of stress from my body. She told me to sit patiently and let him do everything.

 Soon my husband came shivers ran down my spine. I quickly adjusted the veil. He came near and lifted my veil, I just kept my eyes closed. You are looking very beautiful, the shyness in you attracts me towards you he said. He was now my husband it was a fact I gathered some courage and thanked him. Soon he removed my clothes and jeweleries and started kissing me it was very passionate it left me aroused soon i replied back. As our romance was taking new heights I felt as if something was going inside me. My husband was giving me the first sexual pleasure of my life. It was out of this world, after few sessions both us felt satisfied he kissed me on forehead and slept. I was thankful to Shivangi she was the one who had gifted me this life.

In the morning I woke up to the sounds of birds in the garden area. I went to the bathroom took a shower and got myself ready it was first day in my new house. I prepared tea and went to serve it to my husband who was reading newspaper in the guest room. Shivangi said have you taken blessings from your husband, she further added now you are a married women you must be dressed as a housewife, look you have even forgot to wear the nosering after he took it out yesterday. Shivangi knew what had happened last night, I felt a bit shy. But she was right now I was a married women so Without saying anything I went to our room put the jewelries, sindoor, mangalsutra didn't find a small nose ring so decided to go with the one used on wedding day. And touched my husbands feet, it brought a smile on his face. He must have felt proud. Shivangi had the duty of looking after me which was assigned by my husband. She was now more of her boss's assistant than my friend.

It took me few days to adjust with the jeweleries 24/7 but later I started liking it very much. I very much looked like a submissive  obedient housewife. This is now my life, I talk with my bangles, I play with my long hair.