Finding Female Identity (Crossdressing)

It was our first Wedding Anniversary and to celebrate this we had planned a tour to spend some quality time together. Both of us got ready and we were excited few days off in this hectic schedule was great. When we reached the hotel we were fully drenched it was raining heavily it came as a surprise it was not rainy season. We went to our hotel rooms and then I realized I had left my luggage in the taxi by the time I came down it was gone. My clothes were fully drenched and there was every chance of catching cold if I remained in those dress. My wife changed and asked me what happened I said I have forgot my Luggage  in the Taxi I said. How can you be such careless she said, Luckily she had the taxi's number but when we called him he told can't come until late evening. I was getting frustrated I didn't have anything to wear. Then my wife suggested me to wear her Salwar Kameez. I didn't want to but she forced me saying you will get sick and our holiday will be useless. I thought she is right and I agreed to wear. I was surprised when they fitted perfectly on me. I asked her how is this possible it's by chance she replied. Whole day I remained in the same dress and everytime the waiter came to the room I used to hide in the bathroom. My wife called the Taxi bt he said the rain is heavy and he can't come. I couldn't believe what I heard it meant I had to wear this whole night.

My wife then said now when you are going to dressed like this for the whole night lets do it in a proper way that would be perfect Anniversary gift for me. She said in such a way I couldn't deny her. She helped me to clean shave my body and gave her panties and bra to wear. I felt a lot lighter and lot smoother. She then gave me one of her sarees to wear I didn't know how to wear a saree so she helped me in that. She then asked me to sit on the table infront of the mirror and started my makeup. I patiently sat there looking at the mirror. After she finished the makeup I realized the transgression was amazing I couldn't believe my eyes. I had never thought I could look such beautiful it was completely different experience. I was loving every moment of it she too noticed it. Then came the Nail polish, Jeweleries and bangles. After that she asked me to walk around. I walked around the room. The bra was a bit tight and the hooks were like biting my back. My breathe was heavy and the jeweleries were making lots of noises. It was something beyond words. Walking in high heels wearing a saree not an easy task but I did decently. Now it was time for the dinner and we had to go to the hall I felt as if I might get caught and it will be huge shame. But my wife patted me on my back and gave me full confidence. Both of us went to hall had our dinner and walked back to our room as if nothing had happened it was a big moral booster for me. I had a successful outing in the public for the first time. At night my wife asked if we need that luggage or not, she could read in my eyes my answer was no. I wanted to be like this for a bit more time didn't no for how long may be tomorrow, day after tomorrow or forever.

In the morning my wife waked me up both of us got ready my lost Luggage was already out the hotel. It was of no use for the moment so both of just ignored it.We wanted to go out of this hotel and have some fresh air outside. We went for a movie and shopping after that. My wife said you have a beautiful nose and a nose ring will suit you even more it will give you complete feminine look. I knew once the piercing is done it well might be a start of new life. I started liking myself as a female rather than a male, so I decided to go for it. We opted for a bit thick than normal one. It was looking perfect she was right I felt a lot like female after wearing the nosering. It perhaps enhanced the beauty even more. It was getting darker by that time it was time to return to hotel.We arrived  at the hotel rested for a bit time after that went for the dinner. I wanted to live like this forever. I had never thought I would love something like this but now it had happened and I wanted to live every moment of this new life. As I was lost in my thoughts I heard my wife's voice, I felt like I had just woke up. I told her I want to enjoy every moment of this life. She hugged me and said I know your feelings, I will accept you as what you want to be everybody is different in this world. I felt extremely happy.

After I woke up I myself did my makeup, dressing. My wife was completely surprised when she saw me. As I had accepted her as my husband I just bent down her feet she was quick to react hugged me in her arms. She asked me to wait for her in the room and went outside alone. She came back with few things. I got dressed up like a traditional bride, lots of jeweleries she herself helped me to wear the nose ring. We performed the rituals on our very own way we had limited materials but that wasn't going to held us back. I felt a bit awkward to go to the hall in this wedding dress with a veil covering my face so she made a request to the manager and we had the dinner in our room.  I found it very difficult to eat with this big nosering hanging right down to my lips. But I liked the tickling sensation every-time the nosering touched my lips.
After dinner  it was now time for our first night after, She said now I am going to give you the most wonderful experience as a women. With that she started kissing me on my neck, I laid on the bed. She slowly started to press me from behind. I felt a jerk on my body as she pressed the rubber penis in. After few initial moans of pain it started going smoothly now the moans wear more of pleasure. Truly it was the most wonderful experience ever. Finally both of us were tired, she slowly caressed my body and kissed me I too responded her. Both of us slept feeling satisfied. After that for couple of more nights our love making was at it's peak..
Our holidays were over She started going to her job and I successfully started doing my house hold duties. She now and then surprises me with her gifts. She loves me very much and I also never hesitate to give her every respect she deserves.

Double Wedding after Full Change Female Life Rules and Discipline

My mom wanted a girl instead of a boy. When I was small kid she used to dress me as a girl and used to take photos. After my engagement me and my to be wife (Reema) were going through old memories. Then she asked me who is that small girl, ohh that's me you know my mom wanted a girl and she used to dress me up as a girl when I was small. You look so cute she said, don't you want your mom's dream to come true, ya may be I want but howz that possible?  Listen my mom knows a old man who has supernatural powers and I think he can help us she said. Before I could say anything she went and told her and my mom. When I went to stop her my mom welcomed me with a smile, hugged me and said I love you so much thank u son that will be really wonderful. I said Mom isn't it too late I am already engaged, Reema's mom said don't worry I am ready to accept you as my DIL and Reema will accept you her wife. I couldn't say anything it looked as if they had already decided. So knowing my efforts will go to vain I accepted their decision. Reema, her mom and me left to meet the man who Reema's mom had known for years. We waited outside and Reema's mom went and discussed things with him and he agreed. Reema's mom told that Me and Reema had to stay here for a period of 1 month and she had explained everything to that Man.

So we went inside his little hut, he sprayed some water kind of thing over our body and asked to wait until he comes. I was feeling a hell nervous didn't know what next but reema also was there so it was a bit of relief. After few minutes he came and asked me to wear the clothes he and brought. I did that, he told me as the progress goes on the dresses will be different. After the dress he took out the ornaments they looked like real gold and were shining as if it had some power in it. He asked reema to do this work. The rule was from bottom to top, So first the Anklets, a chain in the waist, nose ring and septum ring, necklace, earrings the interesting thing was once they were put in he was the only one who could open. It required some magic. As soon as I put on the jeweleries I felt a bit different there was a some kind of spark in my body. I felt heavy with all these jeweleries. They were restricting my moments and making a lot of sound so instead of taking long steps I was walking a bit a slow small steps. The nose ring was hanging down my lips and I could feel it every time I tried to speak. I thought it was just a matter of time before I get used to all these things. Every morning he used to give me a glass of something to drink and after that I used to do the things told by that priest was my routine Reema used to tell me to do properly she was there to monitor me. Priest knew she was my to be husband so he given that duty to Reema.
Days passed and I started feeling very comfortable, the jewelries didn't bother me at all instead i loved them I had a feeling as if I wanted to wear them for whole my life. I also noticed few changes in my body my chest was growing and my body was taking it shape. Soon after I didn't get any erections too. Looked like everything was working well the medicine in the glass of water was doing it's job. It was late night of the 29th day I woke up in the midnight and to my surprise found out the change had been completed.My whole body was smooth, I felt relieved finally I could go home and meet my mom. In the morning we took blessings from the priest and he removed the jeweleries  and together we left for our home.

Our mom's were waiting for us both of them were happy to see me as a female. My mother told me to take blessings from my MIL, I just bent down and touched her feet. Now the plannings for the marriage had to be done. Lots of shopping had to be done. First thing we did was Reema and I went to the beauty parlor it was mine first experience and I was getting more comfortable with time.  After that we went shopping our mom's were waiting for us. I was so much into it that I forgot it has been just 48 hours that I have been a girl. I was happy for myself and a bit sad for mom cause she was going be alone once I was going to my husbands house after marriage. I asked Reema if mom also could come with us. Reema wasn't sure how her Mom would react to that so she said I will ask my Mom and tell you. After consulting with her mom Reema said, Parvati aunty( My mom) can marry with my Mom( Reema's Mom) and live along with us. I felt excited wow, I was like why didn't it came to my mind. My mom is just in her early 40's is beautiful this was perfect. Now we had to convince my Mom to Marry Reema's Mom. I asked Reema to go and approach my mom with this Idea. When Reema explained all this Mom coyly blushed. She accepted the proposal. I was very happy we all could live together after this. After this mom's behavior towards Reema's mom had totally changed it had to she was now her to be husband. Mom started wearing traditional sarees instead of western clothes and used a veil whenever she was talking with Reema's Mom. Reema's Mom now started calling my mom directly by her name and mom used to reply with "Ji". It was difficult for mom for so many years she was alone and did what she thought was good. Now she had to re adjust her life. We went to the market for extra shopping nothing extra but new dress for mom as well. Mom also got her nose pierced it was in Reema's family traditions and mom now being a part of that family had to do it.

Finally it was our wedding day after such huge sacrifice I was getting this happiness.My mom was also very happy. The girls came over to do our make-up. Mom and me both anxiously waited I was bit nervous but mom was calm. After they finished the make up it was turn for jeweleries. We put on Anklets, earrings necklace and the nose ring gifted by my MIL. Finally when I looked my self in the mirror I couldn't believe it was me such drastic change it was. It was such a big day of my life I was highly excited.Mom too was looking beautiful, I couldn't believe it was her with all those jeweleries she was looking radiant. I thought My MIL will be very happy to get a bride like her and DIL like me. Soon the girls escorted us to the mandap and we performed all the rituals.

After the rituals we took blessings from our husbands me being the smallest of all four took blessings from everyone. It was now time to go our rooms. It was such a big moment in our lives both mom's and mine. Mom told me not be nervous and leave everything to my husband. We entered the room, our rooms were adjacent. I sat on the bed, Reema arrived locked the door from inside and sat beside me. Slowly she raised my veil I closed my eyes. I knew same thing was going in the other room too. she praised me how beautiful I was looking and she said she was lucky to have someone like me as her wife. I was felt happy after hearing those words from my husband. Soon she removed my jeweleries and asked me if I was ready for the first night. I felt a bit shy but just nodded my head with a smile. We had sex for a couple of hours the feeling was awesome, I felt as if in heaven. After both of us felt satisfied we slept.
When I woke up in the morning Mom was already in the Kitchen preparing tea, I went inside to help her. Mom was wearing red saree, Jeweleries she had a sort a veil over her head and looked happy from inside, it was such a bliss to see her happy. My FIL(Reema's Mom) was in the room reading newspaper. I went to serve the tea. He shouted parvati teach her good manners and ask her to live like a DIL of this family. My mom took me inside again dressed me now I looked like a traditional DIL and told me take blessings from my FIL( Reema's Mom) which I did. He just smiled looking at my Mom. My Mom took me inside the room and said " now we need to live as per our husbands want us, otherwise they also have powers to punish us".  I know mom but why are you saying this did your husband punish you?.. I asked. Mom's face turned red, when I said this she showed me the marks on her bottom. I asked her the reason for that she said it was due to lack of respect she showed to her husband on wedding day. I felt sorry for her but she said "I deserved it and infact I missed those days with your father when he used to discipline on occasions, It is very nice to have someone to correct you and remind you of the lines, Your father was very good at that, I am lucky to have someone with same approach in my life again". I thought perhaps mom is right she has lived this life for 40+ years and it has just been few days for me. My father was very good person and nice human what he did was perhaps good and needed I thought so.After hearing from my Mom it encouraged me  to obey my husband and accept his decisions. There are rules for us to follow which are set by my FIL. Sometimes when we fail to meet his expectations we accept his decision the honors of disciplining is done by my FIL as he is the head of the Family.  I have witnessed some of mom's punishment and sometimes we are punished together. Now our lives had completely changed we were on our husbands mercy. Love, discipline,excitement everything was there in our life. 

Dream Wedding of Crossdresser

From my early days I was a submissive person, I used to be on my own lost somewhere. I used to think may be god has given me wrong body I would have been better as a women. I always used to think how wonderful it would have been if I was a female. Most of the times I used to think of someone who love me and care me as a women. I really liked the way women used to submit to their husband being under control of someone who loves you always fascinated me. I knew all those were thoughts and are never going to happen in real. As I grew older I used to be really upset cause I knew I could not get what I wanted. In these conditions I used to dress up as a women whenever I got the opportunity this was the only way I could live my dreams.

 I continued to fulfill my dreams alone though it was not very satisfying. After few years I shifted to a new place with a bit of hope. There was a girl who was living in my adjacent room. I thought she could help me but I was a bit hesitant to share something of this kind with a unknown person. So first I had to get some friendship going with her, I knew that will make things easier. And I started talking with her the bond was getting better but not to the level to share something I was wanting. One Night I was in my dream attire dressed as a girl, someone knocked on my door. I thought of changing my clothes but the knocks were getting louder and louder, somehow I managed to change my dress but was unable to remove the make-up and jewelries. Due to the constant knocking I shut my room lights and I opened the door with a bit of fear, it was Shivangi. She had lost her key and wanted me to help her break the door lock. She came inside my room and was surprised when she lit on the lights with female clothes lying on bed and makeup and jeweleries still on. After seeing all these she asked me wat's going on. I knew I couldn't lie from here it was better to tell her the truth which someday I myself was going to tell her. I asked her to sit patiently and explained her everything. Her reaction was not as bad as what I had expected it to be finally I felt some relief now. She told me from now onwards she will also help me. I was thankful to her.

After that day whenever we had free time Shivangi used to come to my room and used to teach me various expects of female life like talking, facial expressions, body moments. Being a quick learner I progressed very quickly. She was happy seeing my willingness to learn. Now you should learn to do household duties like cooking, cleaning, washing clothes are you ready to this cause it's all you have to do once you are married she said. The word marriage just hit me so hard I felt a little shy and nodded my head. What I had noticed was I was willing to do everything said by Shivangi, she was like a guardian to me. She told me to always wear saree while doing these duties cause it will help you get used to. It was not an easy job to do wearing saree it needed a lot of practice. Shivangi was right once I get married, I will have to spend all my life in saree.  I felt as if I was reborn it was such a pleasing experience it was. Days passed out and I was enjoying every moment of these wonderful days.

One day Shivangi told me we are going to market, I asked her why ?, what if Somebody catches me, don't worry no body will recognize you she said. Shivangi was hiding something from me I could read it from her attributes. We left for the market first we went to the beauty parlor. I was bit surprised at first why a parlor, i thought. Shivangi then pulled me inside. The girls there offered me a seat, I sat there feeling awkward. Soon they started massaging my body, suddenly i forgot all the things that were in my mind. It was as is if I was lying somewhere else. After massage they did the waxing, facial, polished my nails. Shivangi then asked the girls to pierce my nose and ears. I just sat quietly waiting for the surprise, never had this much of preparations done. After the girls finished I looked myself in the mirror, it was like a new avtar a new girl, green saree, matching, earrings, green nail polish a small nose ring. I was completed astonished by my own looks. After that we purchased a brand new red saree and few other feminine attires. When we reached our room I asked her why all this preparations is there something special. Yes someone will come to see you tomorrow, she said. That sent shivers down my spine, I asked what? who?. She said her Boss but how I asked? Actually do you remember we took few photographs of yours......Ya I do.. My Boss saw in my mobile and asked me out of fear I told her everything. But she started liking you and wants to meet you. This was unreal completely unreal, I couldn't believe my ears. That night I was worried a bit nervous a bit excited life was giving enough surprises.

Shivangi waked me up in the morning there was a rush in her, she too was bit tensed. Shivangi helped me to get myself ready. I wore a red saree, sandals, matching blouse and earrings. After I was ready Shivangi helped me out to her room Her boss (Shilpa) was already there sitting in the sofa.  Shivangi helped me to sit beside her. I was feeling shy and lot more nervous. Then shilpa took my hands and inserted a ring, shivangi took one ring out and I did the same. My mind was completely blind didn't know how I did it. Shivangi then decided the marriage date. Shilpa asked me are you willing to marry me, I just nodded my head wasn't in a position to speak.

I just got my breath back when shilpa left. Shivangi hugged me and said yes you have done it. I think you are a complete women now, you have all aspects of a female, I am sure you will be a good wife, She said. She was lot happier now of course she needed to be she was friend of her boss's to be wife. Shivangi had taken the initiative of our marriage everything was in her shoulders now. The marriage was to take place in a big hotel. 

Days were just flying we put in a lot of preparation didn't even notice the date of wedding was just ahead. That morning we woke up early and packed our bags and left for the hotel. No body had arrived Shivangi me and the girls with us were first to reach there. We went Inside the room where they would prepare me as a bride. They had to do a lot of things Shivangi was the instructor there she didn't want any complacency from the girls. Shivangi gave me a fed lehanga to wear and after that girls started my make up,  my face was radiant, pink cheeks, red lips, long polished nails with red color. Then came the jeweleries, anklets, toe rings, nice chain round the waist, necklace, earrings, bangles, Plenty of stuff in the head and hair too. A round nosering attached with a chain to hair I just felt a bit sting when they inserted the nosering .  It almost added extra weight but I was loving it. The sounds of bangles every-time I raised my hand, the nosering touching my red lips and the chain caressing my cheeks. It was such a awesome feeling to be a bride. After the make up they covered my face with a veil. And escorted me to the mandap by the time I reaced there Shilpa was already there in his wedding suit and other guests too had arrived most of them were Shivangi's friends from her office. I sat beside Shilpa and the priest started chanting mantras. We performed the rituals the normal ones like everybody does. Shilpa then applied sindoor on my head and tied the Mangalsutra. Then I bent down to take blessings from my husband, thank god the Veil was hiding my face, my face must have been red with shame. The marriage was over and it was party time. Everyone was enjoying, I was feeling bit lost. I knew now I can't be a man again the Veil, the nosering and other jeweleries were reminding me of my status now I was someone's wife he had just taken ownership of me and I vowed the completely surrender to him. Perhaps this was the best thing for me,  i knew couldn't have been a good husband  but I could be a good wife. I was lost in these thoughts didn't noticed already it was time to go to my new house. We sat in the car and left for my new house and Shivangi was with us she was there to stay. As the distance was getting shorter my heart beat was racing. Finally we arrived Shivangi led me to our room. Shivangi re did my make up I had been suffocating under the veil for whole day a bit of fresh air took out a bit of stress from my body. She told me to sit patiently and let him do everything.

 Soon my husband came shivers ran down my spine. I quickly adjusted the veil. He came near and lifted my veil, I just kept my eyes closed. You are looking very beautiful, the shyness in you attracts me towards you he said. He was now my husband it was a fact I gathered some courage and thanked him. Soon he removed my clothes and jeweleries and started kissing me it was very passionate it left me aroused soon i replied back. As our romance was taking new heights I felt as if something was going inside me. My husband was giving me the first sexual pleasure of my life. It was out of this world, after few sessions both us felt satisfied he kissed me on forehead and slept. I was thankful to Shivangi she was the one who had gifted me this life.

In the morning I woke up to the sounds of birds in the garden area. I went to the bathroom took a shower and got myself ready it was first day in my new house. I prepared tea and went to serve it to my husband who was reading newspaper in the guest room. Shivangi said have you taken blessings from your husband, she further added now you are a married women you must be dressed as a housewife, look you have even forgot to wear the nosering after he took it out yesterday. Shivangi knew what had happened last night, I felt a bit shy. But she was right now I was a married women so Without saying anything I went to our room put the jewelries, sindoor, mangalsutra didn't find a small nose ring so decided to go with the one used on wedding day. And touched my husbands feet, it brought a smile on his face. He must have felt proud. Shivangi had the duty of looking after me which was assigned by my husband. She was now more of her boss's assistant than my friend.

It took me few days to adjust with the jeweleries 24/7 but later I started liking it very much. I very much looked like a submissive  obedient housewife. This is now my life, I talk with my bangles, I play with my long hair.