Thursday, May 30, 2013

Crossdresser's Wedding

I was alone in my room and that day was also like other days nothing special. I thought of watching a movie in the movie I saw a guy cross-dress in a female attire. That was something new I hadn't seen something like that in my life. I stopped the movie and started surfing so I could get on with it. I found a lot of stories and articles regarding cross-dressing.After reading those  I thought of trying it but I didn't have the dress or any sort of jeweleries so I couldn't.Next day when I went to college I was thinking myself as girl, so I sat with my girl friend Sangam. We were very close so she didn't have any problems and nobody doubted me. With the passage of time I was turning more a girl day by day. I used to chat with girls more than with boys, I used to keep myself clean shaven all day. But that was not enough for me I desperately wanted to dress as a women. I was very much interested in that so I used to read cross-dressing  stories whenever I had time. While reading those stories I used to imagine myself as the main character and I used to get aroused by that. I just couldn't control myself there was a women inside me. I used to forget everything else when I was going through those stories. The women inside me was urging me to live forever as a women but it was not that easy. I was afraid how people will treat me when they will come to know about this unusual thing. But one thing was clear now I didn't want to live as a male i wanted to start my life allover again as a female. A lot was going through my mind but I couldn't decide what to do. My heart was with me but my mind was against me. I was in dilemma. My dream was just a dream till now. One day I heard a knock on my doors when I opened the door Sangam was there. Sangam what a surprise I said. I was getting bored alone so came here she replied. Are you hungry? I asked her, ohh.. not really but a cup of coffee will do she said. I went to kitchen to prepare coffee, when I came with coffee Sangam was in front of my laptop and My heart was beating faster now. I hadn't deleted the history what if she will read those stories. I was so worried now all my secret was now coming to end and Sangam was going to know about me. But I kept my calm and approached her "here's our coffee". While we were drinking coffee Sangam asked me Anubhav what is all that i saw in your laptop. Ohhh now I got caught I had to tell Sangam the whole thing how it all started. To my surprise Sangam was happy she didn't react anything like I thought. She was willing to help me to fulfill my dream. I was also feeling happy finally I got someone who was supporting me. Since every in my locality knew I was a boy I couldn't dress as a girl there it was a big problem. Sangam told me next Saturday we are going out and you will be dressed as a female. Next day we went to the market and did shopping bought everything that will be needed on saturday. So on saturday as planned I dressed in a female attire and we left. I was completely unaware of where we were going suddenly the taxi stopped in front of a hotel. We went inside the hotel and were joined by Nirmala she was Sangam's friend. Sangam introduced me as Anu. We had a long chat together Nirmala and I exchanged our cell no. We started talking on phone and used to meet together few times. She was interested in girls Sangam had told me after our meeting that day. We became really close and now she wanted to marry me. She hadn't expressed it but had hinted many times. Whenever I used to meet her I used to dress in female attire so she was unaware of the fact I was not a girl. One day Nirmala called me and told to bring Sangam with me. We met in the same hotel that day Nirmla purposed me for the marriage infront of lot of people and I just couldn't reject cause there were others who were watching us. I accepted the ring in nervousness. I asked Sangam to tell the reality to Nirmala. I was surprised to know when Sangam told me Nirmala knew everything about me and she had also told her mother. Further she added "Nirmala always wanted to live as a proud man so she wanted someone who could accept her as husband, so when I came to know about your desire to be a women I decided to help both of you, Nirmala belongs to huge family and has good status and she is strong and bold person". Now things were out of hand, I had accepted to marry Nirmala in front of others as well. Now I couldn't change my decision my fate was sealed now I was going to be someones wife now that too official. Nirmala's mother came to see me and was quite impressed with me. She phoned the priest and our wedding day was finalized. It was two days later there was no time left for the wedding and a lot of preparation had to be done. My to be MIL had brought all traditional dresses and jewelries with her and asked me to wear all that on our wedding day. I still had to prepare myself for the wedding so we went to the parlor where all facials, and waxing was done. My skin was lot smooth after the waxing I was feeling very silky there were no hairs on my body anymore. After the parlor we went to the goldsmith for the piercings, My nose was ears were pierced so I could wear all the jewelries presented to me by my MIL. We came to the hotel where the wedding was to take place still there was a day to go for it but i was very nervous. That night I could not sleep thinking of the wedding before my eyes were closed it was already 5 AM and I heard a knock on my room's door. It was Sangam she told me to have bath and get ready. After I came out of the bathroom the makeup girls were already there. They made me wear the traditional dress send by my MIL after that I sat before the mirror and make up started. They made me wear bangles, toe rings, anklets. Then they made me wear diamond earrings it was heavy and so was the nosering it was also big and heavy. I had a final look at the mirror I was looking really beautiful, even in my dreams I didn't thought I could look so gorgeous. I was looking like a perfect bride. Now they covered my face with a veil and Sangam guided me through the door. The jeweleries were making a lot of nose, the blouse was contracting when I inhaled, the nosering was caressing my cheeks and rubbing my lips. It was such a feeling I was delighted by all this things. There were hotel staffs on the corridor who where watching I could just see them past my veil. My nervousness reached another level as we entered the hall where marriage was to take place. I saw my husband she was waiting for me to arrive. Soon the priest started his rituals and I vowed to obey my husband, respect my husband and completely surrender to her. And she also vowed to take full care of me. And now the marriage was over. I was Nirmala's property now she had owned me from today. After the dinner was over it was time for me to go to my husband's house as a new wed wife. We sat on the car and left for my husbands house. As we were going by many questions were on my mind "how will I please my husband?... will he punish me if i do something wrong?.. How will I talk with my MIL" all this things were on my mind constantly. Now I couldn't change anything I was officially Nirmala's wife now and she is my husband. I will have to be on her mercy I was trying to convince my heart. With my mind thinking all this I didn't notice how quickly we arrived. she let me out of the car and I took small steps wanted to delay it as much as possible. We entered the house there were few relatives gathered as well. I touched my MIL's feet so did my husband. After the rituals i was escorted to our living room it was big and well decorated. Sangam was with me so I was bit relaxed cause all the hard work had been now was the time to enjoy with my husband. I just quietly sat on the bed and waited for my husband the Veil was making it more difficult and my nose was also heavy due to the nosering. I just wanted to take it off but I had to wait for my husband to do it cause it was his duty now. Soon I heard the shoe steps of my husband, My heart beat raced as the steps got louder and louder. He entered the room locked the door and sat beside me. I was still unable to look at him then he lifted my veil and said you are looking beautiful. It made me feel somewhat easy and I requested him to take my jewelries off cause i was feeling the weight. After removing my jeweleries he started removing my clothes and started kissing me on by body. I also answered her back with kisses. Both of us were getting aroused and I felt something in my ass it was rubber penis. She lubricated it and pressed it. I was shouting in pain I wanted to run away but had to satisfy my husband so I took the pain. After a while it went a lot easier and now pain almost vanished and I was enjoying fully. After few intercourse we were exhausted. It was the beginning of a new dawn for me. I was so happy

Friday, May 3, 2013

How I take charge as a husband

My name is Anjali I work at others house to support my studies. This year I have passed +2 so i needed to go to another place for further studies so I had to find a work so I would be able to pay my college fees. I went here and there for the job and at last I found one. It was the same I had been doing previously. There were only mom and daughter in the family so it was easier job for me it meant less work. The lady was around 40 years of age her name was "seema" she was divorced and her daughter was 16 and her name was "kritika". The house was big considering there were just two people living there. Her husband had given her enough money so she could spend her whole life luxuriously. I used to work in morning and evening and at day I used to attend college. Seema ji was modern women she used to dress up as young women she was 40yrs but never looked like. She used to go to night parties and all the time she used to roam around with her friend. I used to meet her just in the morning she used to come home  late at night. She had left her daughter free and Kritika was also happy. Infact Seema ji never cared about her daughter how she is doing in school, where is she going they were living in the same house but rarely spoke to each other. One day I was surprised to see Seema ji at home in the evening. she was sitting in the sofa it was not normal I knew something was wrong. So I asked her is everything all right. She told me that Kritika had failed in her final exams and she can't go to the next class. Seema ji was very upset about that. I said now it's gone all we can do now is tell kritika to study well from today. It was for the first time I was talking such serious matter with Seema ji, before today we had rarely spoke to each other. Seema ji then said had she not got divorced with her husband this day would not have come. I always wanted to know why she was divorced but couldn't ask and now I got an opportunity. So i just asked why did u get divorced. She told "My husband was very strict person, he used to punish me whenever I crossed the limits. I was an independent girl form my childhood so I just could not take it". I again asked her did he used to punish you for silly reasons. "No he was a loving person he used to punish me when i did something wrong, when I used to come home late night from the parties" she further added. I said there's nothing wrong in that look he was only correcting you. If he had stayed with you it might have been a different story kritika could have been a great girl, good in her studies. Ya I know it now seema ji said. You deserved to be punished for spoiling not just yours life but yours daughter's life as well. Seema ji said yes I need to be punished. Do u still have the implements that your husband used while punishing you."yes I have it in my room". If u don't mind I would like to do the job of punishing you". But..... she stammered. There's nothing wrong in getting punished It will make you feel better. Seema ji was now speechless... i was pushing her hard to ask for it. She didn't utter a word for few minutes look you will feel a lot better once it's over. She wanted it I knew from her expressions... So in a strict voice I told her to go to her room get ready for the spanking... And she stood up form the sofa and went towards her room. It was the first time I was going to spank someone I was very excited.. After 5 minutes I went to her room she was lying in her bed on her tummy and a paddle and cane was on the table. I took the paddle and started spanking her lightly. I was unaware of the pace to spank...i think first few spanks were light she was not reacting to it. So I started to smack it little hard now she was feeling the pain. I ordered her not to move and keep her bottom still. She started crying in pain as the strokes increased. Her bottom was glowing had shades of red. And i was satisfied with the paddle. Now it was turn use the cane on her red bottom. I took the cane and brought it hard on her bottom she cried in pain but didn't ask me to stop. Another landed on her bottom and tears were flowing down her eyes. I gave her another 4 more with the cane and they were the worst cause her bottom was already sore from the previous spanking. There were six red lines across her bottom. She was crying loudly like a little girl. I went near her and told her it is over and hugged her. She was damp her pussy was leaking juices she started kissing me I also got aroused and kissed her back we had good time together. And after that we went to the bathroom had a shower and went to kitchen to prepare tea. It was the first time I saw her going to kitchen to do something. We were preparing tea and Kritika came. Kritika told she had failed in the exams, Seema forgot that she had received a spanking she sat hard on the chair and yelped in pain. kritika asked what happened mom were you spanked, if spanked then by whom. Infact kritika knew her mom used to get spankings from her father. So seema told her the whole story, kritika was thrilled to know it was me who spanked her mom.Seema  apologized and said it was her fault had she taken care of her daughter it wouldn't have happened so she deserved the spankings she got. And seema hugged kritika it was nice to see. Now we had to think of something so that Kritika doesn't have to study in same class again. kritika told me that if i take the responsibility of this family and request to the principal she might not have to study in the same class again. I was just a student of 22yrs now how could I take the responsibility of both of u.  Kritika then said since you have already spanked mom she should not have any problems to accept you as her husband. Seema didn't expected such thing to come of kritika's mouth nor did I. Seema was feeling shy, her face just got red in colour. But Kritika was not joking she was serious this family needs someone to be a man and Anjali you are that man. Seema knew her daugher was right so it was fixed we were getting married seema was my to be wife and I was her to be husband. Seema suddenly stopped calling me by my name, She tried to avoid any eye contact also. first thing we had to do was to meet Kritika's principal, I somehow managed to convince him and kritka was very happy. Now it was the time for the wedding only we three were there. Seema was dressed up in saree, her veil was hiding her face but her figure was looking great, kritika was the one who did seema's make up. I used one of the suits of seema's ex husband. We went to the nearby temple, I aaplied sindoor on seema's forehead and gave her the mangalsutra. And it was over very soon. We returned home soon. Kritika then led seema into our bedroom. I just waited for kritika to come down so I could go. And I went to our bedroom Seema was sitting there still her face covered with veil. She got up and came towards me and touched my feet. Now she was my wife and it was her duty to show some respect to her husband. Slowly I lifted her veil i was so anxious to see my bride. She was glowing, The jewellery were beautiful, the nosering on her nose added extra charm. So I told her not to remove it like a good wife she nodded her head. We had great sex for hours it was very pleasing both of us were satisfied. By the time I woke up it was 8:00 am. Seema was not in the bed quickly I went outside she was in the kitchen preparing tea for us kritika was also there. Seema gave me and kritika tea. Kritika said wife's should everyday touch husband's feet and take blessings seema did it like a obedient wife. I was very happy now I had my own family a lovely wife enough of money so I didn't have to work, now I could concentrate on my studies and kritika's study too. 

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

My journey to a obedient wife

I am a orphan,I never knew who my actual parents were.I was raised by a group of theater artists. I was just of 7 years of age when I started theater with those people at the young age I really looked like a girl and I used to do the role of small girl. At such a small age I didn't knew what was it really like,I just did it for my earnings.But with the flow of time I started looking myself more as a girl rather than a boy.I was very happy with my work and the things were going very well for me.Nobody in my group used to think I was a boy they always addressed me as anjali. Most of the members were ladies so i didn't have any problems living as a girl.I was more sort of happy to live as a girl and continue my work. Things went very well for many years and I almost forgot that I was a boy. But Few of our members(ladies) got married and we ran short of members, due to the less popularity of the of such plays and acts nobody was willing to join us. We were few in numbers so we had to cancel our group and all of us stared looking for alternatives. The most difficult thing for me was now I had to earn my bread as a boy. I had lived almost 11 years as a girl and I knew it will be very hard for myself to change into a boy suddenly. I cried for few days but I couldn't change anything i had to accept the fact and move ahead in life.So I decided to leave that place and go somewhere else in search of a job. I knew all this was not easy I didn't knew any thing except acting, it was all I knew.

First thing I had to do after arriving in the new place was to find a small room for myself and then the job. I found one and luckily for me it was not that expensive and there were few other people living like me. Now the 2nd thing was to find a suitable job and I got a job of waiter in a  restaurant. I used to work in the restaurant at day. But I was not happy form the inside of my heart it was not the life I wanted. Whenever I was sad I used to dress-up as a girl in my room it used to relief me somehow. One day I was dressed as a girl in my room suddenly I heard a knock on my door outside, i quickly changed my dress and opened the door. It was the girl who lived next to my door (nisha), we had never talked to each other I was very nervous as I opened the door cause the girl's clothes were on the bed and she saw it but ignored. She had lost her room key so she wanted me to help her to break her lock. Somehow we managed to break the lock and she thanked me for helping me. And asked if we just could have a chat in my room, I didn't knew why she asked but couldn't say no so jut let her into my room. She said "very neat and clean room, how can boys keep their rooms so neat and tidy". She didn't knew I was a girl for 11 years.I just said not all the boys are the same. Then she asked me about the girl clothes which were still on the bed. My face got red before she thought of something else I told her the whole story. She just listened quietly without interrupting. After I finished I asked her to tell something about herself. I was stunned when I came to know she  writes plays and  direct plays. She was very confident girl had so much of calmness about her. I asked her to inform me if she needs  someone for the plays. She laughed and said if i need a lady i will inform u. We both laughed and after sometime she went to her room. After that incidence she came regularly to my room, She had a boyish charm about her . She told me to wear ladies dress as soon as I return home from work. I just did that, I just obeyed whatever she said. One day she told me that she has a role for me of a lady and she also told me if I could do some decent acting I could continue with her. I was very happy to hear that the play was after three day so I had plenty of time to prepare myself. The following morning she came to my room and said we are going to the market to buy some jeweleries and clothes needed for the play and will also get my make over done. we did the shopping first then we went to the parlor. I had all my hairs removed facial done. My body was smooth and silky after that she told me to wear the new clothes she we had bought. After the dress, my makeup was done I was looking like a beautiful couldn't recognize myself in the mirror. All the jewellery were adding to my beauty, I didn't had so many jewellery on my body before(toe-ring, bangles, earring and anklets). On the return to our room she asked me to pierce my nose too as it will add a extra charm. I was a bit hesitant at that I still hadn't quit my job as a waiter and also wasn't sure of my career in the theater. She told  every girl should wear a nose ring I looked at her and infact she hadn't got one I asked her she said It doesn't go with her looks and don't worry about the job I am with you. It provided me the necessary courage and I decided to get it done. After having a chat with the goldsmith she pierced my nose by herself and inserted a nosering. I was looking stunning nobody recognized me she introduced me as her friend to everyone. We decided to live together as friends and the boy who used to like next to her was no more living there we shared the same room. Finally the day of the play came we woke up early and got everything set I was very nervous it was a bigger stage than I used to perform. she patted me on my back and said you can do it. Everything went according to our wish and it was great everybody appreciated it. I was very much happy so was she. We returned home from our work. She told me now you are a women you need to learn the household activities so your husband will be happy. I didn't speak anything just nodded my head and went to the kitchen with her. Hepled her and she was pleased with my skills. Life was like before for me I was exactly what I dreamt of as a small boy. Both of us were very happy to have each others companion. All our members were also happy with my work, they didn't even knew my reality in all those days. We kept it a secret. One day after play was over all the members were having a chat everybody was there including Nisha and me. One of the members(mamata) asked me if I had a boyfirend I felt shy and couldn't answer the question. Nisha looked at me my face I was red and she said she will tell them the whole story I tried to stop her but couldn't manage to do. After listening to the whole story all of them clapped it was nice gesture from them applauding my work. Then Pujan asked what I have thought about getting married or about my future. I said I can't marry cause no guy will accept me I am not a woman naturally and now that I am a woman form heart I can't turn myself into a man I want to live as a woman. It was getting more and more serious Nisha was just quietly listening to all this. Then Mamata said What if someone accepts you as you are and wills to marry you anybody will marry such beautiful girl she further added. I replied  yes I would if someone accepts me as a girl. Mamata said  I think you and Nisha should get married, Nisha can be a good husband and you can be a good wife, both of you are living together there should not be any problems. Nisha looked at me I just lowered my eyes, It was what I wanted I found myself submissive to Nisha, all this discussion was about to change my future our future infact. Nisha said she is ready, I too was ready to accept her as my husband but was too shy to revel it infront of them so I asked for time. Now everybody was waiting for my decision. That day when we came home I was the most nervous Nisha was my to be respected husband. Can I do all the duties of a wife, how will she treat me, living together as friend and husband wife is completely different. All this questions were running through my mind. Quickly I changed and went to kitchen now it was my duty nisha followed me to the kitchen. I was unable to speak to her suddenly the level of respect was up for Nisha from my side. At the moring I woke up and prepared tea, Nisha asked my decision I said I had accepted her as my husband the day she pierced my nose I just did it because she liked it. She was very happy and hugged me very tightly. That day I stayed at home Nisha informed our members everybody congratulated us. After discussing with our friends our marriage was fixed after 7days on the next sunday. 7 days was a very long time infact I wanted to get it done very quickly but Mamata told me I stil need to learn few things so I can please my husband and min 7 days are required to do so. I was to shift in mamata's room till our marriage. So we packed luggage and shifted there. I didn't knew what was I lacking as a girl. Mamata told me It's every girls duty to satisfy her husband at shuaagraat so you need a bit of practice cause you are still a virgin. I was stunned to hear that now as I accepted Nisha as my husband It was my duty to satisfy her whatever she wants. So the training stared Mamata bought few buttplugs of differnt sizes. And we stared with a small one it was the first time i was taking anything on that part. Now I came to know difficult it actually is to be a real women. I had put it in for hours and hours it was very difficult but I some how managed through it. She also taught me how to behave like women, We watched a lot of videos of too. She also taught me what a obedient wife needs to do. Now it was the turn of the biggest one of the all. Mamata lubed it and started pushing it through I almost cried in pain but with force she pushed it and went inside fully whole day I was in pain.Nisha used to phone me and tease me she knew what was I going through. Next day it went a lot easier and I had passed all the tests of a woman. Finally the date of our marriage arrived. I waked up early had a warm bath Mamata inserted the butt blug. and the beauticians were already there. I wore a saree and Blouse It was a heavy saree, Never had worn anything heavy to that. They did all my make-up, tied my long hair making a bun and clipped it with small pins. I was sitting infront of mirror and admiring myself, i looked more and more beautiful with everything they put on my body. It was now turn of the jewellery. Earrings, toe-rings, bangles, chains and anklets. I thought everything was done just then Mamata came up with a beautiful nosering it was big and heavy, She inserted the nosering it was painful cause it was thick and attached the chain of it in my hair. She told me to have a last look of myself at the mirror cause now you are going to be someone else's property,she was right Nisha was to own by body from today. With that she pulled the veil. And we stared walking it was very good feeling the nosies made by the jewellery was awesome. The Pearls on the nose ring was touching my lips the chain was caressing my cheeks. The heavy saree was forcing to take me small steps. I felt the butt plug constant between my cheeks. It was very fascinating I hadn't dreamt of it but now It was all reality. They led me into the car and we reached the temple. It was very diffuiclt for me to look past my veil but I saw Nisha she was looking handsome in suits. There were only few members present there all of them were our friends. Soon the marriage caremony started we took oth. I said " I will respect my husband, be on his mercy accept him as my lord and give him the power to discipline me if needed. Nisha repeated " I will love my wife and take full care of her and keep her happy". I bowed down to touch the feet of my husband in respect and our marriage was over. We had few photographs taken I didn't lift my veil cause I was feeling shy But Nisha was carefree she was smiling happily. After dinner all spent some time chatting. My nervousness was increasing as the clock was ticking over. Mamata was by my side she was telling me not to worry everything will be normal. Slowly members started to depart and Mamata led me to our bed and told me to sit down. She adjusted my dress and sat beside me. Listen it's a every girls dream to be a bride and you are very lucky to have a husband like Nisha, She loves you very much. She told me to sit patiently and wait for my husband and she went. Now I was alone on the room My life was now under nisha's control she was my husband. I had to respect her touch his feet in respect do all the duties as a obedient wife. I will have to wake up early in the moring, wash her clothes, do the housework. It was not exatly like what I wanted but I was happy with it. All these things were going through my mind suddenly I heard the door opening It was Nisha. I felt nervous as  she came near me. He slowly lifted my veil, I closed my eyes I didn't have the guts to look at my husband she praised my beauty I felt somewhat easy. We started opening the gifts given by our friends, The first one was form Mamata. Nisha opened It was a spanking paddle it had " Make your first night memorable for the whole life". Now I was to get a spanking on my wedding Night just because mamata wanted Nisha to spank me. But she was right I wanted a memorable right and it was now on cards. Nisha asked me is my girl ready now, I said yes Like a obedient wife.  I lied on my stomach Nisha pulled my saree and started spanking me. she started it lightly to begin with but as the strokes increased the pain  began. I told her to stop but she kept on going after few more spanks she finally decided to hold it. Lowered my saree and hugged me I felt relived. And thanked her for the  memorable spanking.  Are you ready for the shuaagraat she asked I bowed my head she started removing my jewellery's I was getting more aroused by the way she was doing all this. Slowly she started caressing my thighs with his hands and we kissed each other deeply. I got more aroused by that time now I could not resist I begged her to please his wife on a shuaagraat. She smiled and took my saree off and her pants too now both of us were naked. I saw a dildo hanging between she slowly grabbed by hand and started pushing it through It was great i was moaning in pain and pleasure. My ass was sore from the spanking before but again In between she was also spanking my ass. It was painful but I was very happy that I took the right decision of marrying Nisha. She asked me is my wife satisfied I smiled and nodded my head. We slept together It was very enjoyable. when my eyes were open it was morning I had a bath went to the kitchen to prepare tea for me and my husband.... It is now the new beginning of my life.....