Sunday, May 18, 2014

Happiness ( Crossdressing)

I was very shy from my childhood days. Often my seniors used to call me a girl it used to upset me a lot those days. Those day to day reminders of " you would have been better as a girl" used to be in my mind. I used to be lost somewhere else as if I didn't belong here.Slowly I started to feel as if I god was unfair with me, he gave me female attributes with a male body. I used to use my mom's makeup kit everytime I had an opportunity. I was really satisfied with my looks but I wanted to dress completely. That opportunity arrived  during holidays, My family had gone to my grandparents house leaving me alone. As I was alone I thought this is the best time to try. I literally knew nothing but wanted to dress as a girl. So I decided to take help from my friend, She was very kind on me. When I explained her everything she agreed to help me.

She came to my house, I gave her my mom's accessories and makeup kit. She gave me a blouse to wear and She  helped me in saree, she also taught me how to wear it. She filled the space of bra with foams so my breast would look real. After that she told me to sit infront of the mirror and started applying makeup. After makeup  she added eyelashes, the makeup only had changed my looks completely. Now I was really looking like a girl that too beautiful, I put on bangles, anklets. I was looking so real that no one could actually recognize me. I could easily pass as a girl. After finishing she told me how beautiful I was looking, I thanked her for her effort. She told me to remain unchanged until my parents arrive. I said ok, I was really feeling blessed I loved every part of it. She used to come regularly to my house,We got closer and closer to each other during these day. One day she asked me to pierce my nose, I could have objected her but I didn't I readily agreed to pierce my nose. At that point I didn't realize what I had done only after some time I realized I had done something wrong and my parents could easily discover my secret. So I removed the nose ring. Next day she asked me why I didn't wear the nosering. I told her my parents wouldn't accept me as a girl and this all will end as soon as my parents return. She hugged me and said don't worry I will accept you as this, we will go far from here and settle. I almost cried when she said this, I knew how she loved me. I asked her to replace the nosering and promised not to take if off without her will. She guided me to bed and we had sex, for the first time I felt loved. I completely surrendered to her she provided me full pleasure. The pleasure of submitting myself to someone and having confidence in your partner was what I learned from that. After that I assembled my clothes, She left giving a kiss on my cheek. These 15 days were enough for me to realize what I really wanted.
We left that place and got settled in another place where no one knew us. My day starts like a normal housewives day, waking up preparing tea, breakfast and help her go to office. Doing the remaining household work. Happiness is what we all want out of our lives and we were happy in each others roles.

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Getting The Wants (Crossdressing)

I had a friend(She is now my husband now). I had a lot of pictures of men dressing up as women and serving them on my computer. I liked to see those pics from time to time, I was a submissive person from the very early days. I used to imagine myself severing my husband in a traditional attire. One day when I was going through those pics my friend came. I didn't feel it necessary to shut the computer off or hide the photos. As she saw the pics asked me what is this all about. When I told her I liked this pics, it fascinates me. After hearing me she said I can't believe, I love you so much. I said what happened to you all of a sudden. She said I always hated the idea of getting married and going to someones house. I am independent person and I like to live my life my way. I am very lucky to find a guy like you who can be my wife. Now will you marry me she asked. All this happened too quickly, I was in two minds. I wasn't sure how will I be able to present myself as a wife to my own friend. But on the other hand it was an opportunity for me. If you are feeling shy to tell me then just do one thing she took out her earring and told me put it on my nose when she comes tomorrow.

 Whole night I thought about it and I decided to marry her.  I wake up in morning  shaved my body and put on a saree and did a bit of a makeup on my face. And finally put on the nosering given to me by her. Soon the door bell rang I knew it was her, I opened the door in great anticipation. She was very pleased to see me dressed as a complete women. She hugged me tight and thanked me for accepting her.Now I was feeling a lot shy I didn't know how to react I put on a slight smile on my face. Now she wanted me to dress as a complete bride and shift to her house. I had limited dresses so both of us went to the market. We bought few sarees and a new makeup kit. My nose and ears were also pierced. Now I was a complete women as men don't have noserings. After we returned home she herself prepared me as a bride. She attached a big nosering  and covered my face with a veil. Now I was a bride ready to go to my husbands house ready to obey her for ever live under her orders. She was my master now I had promised to obey her and accept each and every decision of hers. After we reached her house she escorted me to our living room. It was nicely decorated with flowers just for our first night. I patiently sat on the bed and waited for her. I knew it was now time to fully submit myself to my husband. When I heard the footsteps of her coming I got up and touched her feet, she was quick to react and grabbed me up by my arms. She kissed me on my forehead, I felt being loved it was very nice. After that we went to bed talked a bit about our future, at the mean time she was caressing my cheeks and thighs. I was feeling aroused then she started kissing me around my neck it brought a lot excitement. Then she showed me a strap-on and asked if I wanted this. I was too shy to answer, she lubricated it and pressed between my bottom cheeks it was such a arousing senstaion. Within no time she pressed it in a moan of lust came from my mouth. It was such a fun she stopped after both of us were satisfied it was dream come true for me.
In the morning I took bath and arranged our bed it was allover the place. Then i prepare breakfast for her and alarm her to wake up and after she wakes up I take her blessings. I help get her ready for office.and during her office time i do all my job such as washing utensils,cloths,cleaning house,cleaning. She is my husband and I have a lot of respect for her, I have fully submitted to her. I love her very much, she loves and cares me too. I always dress myself in traditional attire she likes it very much. I had started it on her demand but I love it now. The ghunghat and nosering make me feel a lot submissive it reminds me of my status. It is also a way of showing respect to husband.